The Notification

MY POV" Shut up Mom!", I said while going to my room. I am so mad with my mom. She got upset for having low grades in my report card.

MOM POV "Ugh,she just needs some time alone,"
MY POV" I'm sick of this. I can't do anything! I'm a failure!" I thought to my self while tears ran down my face. My head was throbbing with pain. "I'm not good at school,I'm not good in sports,I'm not good at anything. YOU SUCK!" I thought to myself. I felt without hope. My mom was in her room, so I went to the kitchen, grabbed a knife and took it with me. I locked my self in the restroom and began to cut myself. I grabbed some pills that were there and began chugging them down. I had 3 cuts on my left wrist and 4 on my right. The blood spilled down. I'm just crying, sitting there waiting to die. Then I get a notification. I get my phone out and read it. It reads,"Markiplier has uploaded a new video." I open it up and start to see the video to ease the pain. It's the 6 million subscriber milestone video. "Well good for him!" I think to myself. I decide to watch, and while I am, his words enlighten me. He says that he thanks me,he appreciates, he loves me. His tears roll down watching the video as mine as well. I see how many people there are in the video. I think to myself," What have I done?" I drop the knife,clean my self, and vomit out the pills. I feel light headed and fall to the ground. When I wake up I'm in a hospital bed. I'm hooked up to a machine. I see my mom's purse but not my mom. I reach for it and get her phone. It's February 17! Two days after the post, so I was out for two days! And it was 11:00 AM. I go to YouTube and search Markiplier. I watch the video and this time I finish it. I shed a tear and comment below, "This Video litterally saved my life! Thank you Mark!" I got replies like,"Fake!" "How can this video save your life?!?" I ignore it and smile. I begin to wonder what would've happened if the vide never came up. I sigh in joy and am entirely grateful to Markiplier. Then my mom came in with a cup of tea in her hand, She said," Oh honey! I love you so much!The doctor said you had an over dose!?!" "Yes mom",I said "and I still have." "What?" She replied. " This time it's different, I'm have of over dose of joy!!!"

AUTHORS NOTE
THIS STORY WAS MADE FOR THE SAD. it's my first time on this app. COMMENT WHAT YOUTUBERS I SHOULD DO NEXT. I LOVE ALL OF YOUTUBE. This story was actually based on a true life experience. Of Course it didn't go too far but it was bad. I might do another one of these. Feel free to check me out on Instagram atJIMMY_JIMMY_COCO_PUFFS
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