You wake up dazed from last night you couldn't remember a thing. Your head is spinning from pain. You just remember holding her in your arms and whispering that everything will be alright. You guess it's just a dream since she hasn't responded to your texts. It's been 3 days since she last asked about you. Does she even love you or does she just use you? She take your love and happiness for granted. She knew you were an insecure, overthinking dog. She just manipulated you like everyone does she used you like a toy, a useless broken toy. You pick up your phone, check her messages and she finally texts! You feel a thrill a dash of hope rush into your heart! You open the texts and see. The only thing you see is a picture of her with James your best friend having the time of their lives while your just rotting in this hell of a room. I guess she found another partner. It's alright I promise it doesn't affect me but why? Why are tears forming why does my heart feel this way? I can't control it... At all.
The lights flicker in my eyes, it just reminds me of her of how much she meant to me and how much she saved me from thoughts. All of these memories makes me miss her, I miss her touch, I miss her grin but mostly I miss her love. Why, am I not good enough. why does this always happen to me. Why, please someone answer me, please. You drop to your knees and scream letting out the agony and rage swarming inside you. It isn't going away, why won't it go away. Go away please, I don't want this feeling PLEASE JUST GO AWAY.
End.
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