my mind says I hate you
but my heart says I love you
mind and heart are not together
I don't know what I feel for you rather
I feel to throw you in a deep sea down
then why am I afraid that you will drown?
I feel to give you a big tight slap
then why do I think of you in my nap?
I feel like pushing you out of my way
then why am I afraid that you will go away?
I feel like throwing you out of my heart
then why do I think I will fall apart?
I want to remove you out of my mind
then why do I think you were too kind?
I dont want to remember your memories ever
then why am I afraid I wil loose u forever?
I want to delete you from every account and site
then why do I think what I'm doing isn’t right?
I say that I don't care nor I love you
then why am I jealous wen I see a gal with you?
I think your the only guy I dont need
then why are you the destiny which I lead?
I dont think of you every second I spend
But why do I say this? Do I just pretend?
I always try to neglect the days we had
Den why on remembering them I become glad?
Its hard to move on, its almost impossible
why did you love me so much? your love is just not negligible
