A note to you.

I thought you were the one, whom Im gonna spend the rest of my life with. But I thought wrong. I was just fascinated by the love, care and attention that you've given me. I realized that I only fell inlove with you because you were there when everyone turns their back on me. You were there when I needed someone to talk to. When I needed someone to burst out about my feelings. You made me happy for 1 year. But everything must go in their proper places. As in everything.

Everyday that we're talking I know something is missing and some things were changing. I didn't know it was you. It was you all along that is missing from the start. I just found out when something came up. I can't recognize you anymore. You're not like that since day 1. But I know some people change and it hit you.

Don't worry about me. I'm still thanking the man above that he gave you. The best gift I ever received. Before. I can't tell you what's going on. I'm scared. I'm scared of how will you treat me. I miss the man I used to talk to about my problems. The man who used to be there even if he's away. The man who used to comfort me when I'm down. But who's gonna cheer me up now? When the man who used to do it is the main reason why I'm drowning with my own tears.

- S. D