"End it, end it now" they told me. The voices they have been there for as long as I can remember as I slid my blade down my pale flesh blood poured but its not like anyone cares. My aunt murdered my parents my brother hung himself and I am trapped in the basement of my aunt. I wish I was normal I wish I wasn't bullied before I wish people knew how much it hurts when I take one too many pills as I let my lungs start to cave into my ribs as I feel the pain rush through me when I slice my skin my only friend was bipolar and she almost murdered me but the voices tell me to end my life anyways I decide all the time to slit my wrists too far but it only puts me in a comma but now I know what it's like to commit suicide and fail so I am determined to end it today I have a cup of bleach and a knife as I drink the bleach I make a long incision across my stomach and as I feel the blood pour from my arteries my aunt comes to check on me not again why does she stop me can't she see I'm not afraid I'm practically welcoming death as I slip into another comma I dream I dream to slit my throat I dream to kill myself in front of everyone at school then they will feel my pain I wake up 2 weeks later time gets shorter the more commas I fall into but now I have my wish I get to go to school tomarrow they don't know anything about me I scream and the teacher looks at me worried I say stop im not a freak I'm not different as I pull out my knife and slit my throat watching the red rain flow from my neck I
hear the screams then a voice it's all over I smile welcoming myself to death
