i slept | jaeyong

try again, maybe?

t w o

seriously, what's on mark lee's mind? i've been walking here for half an hour already yet i still couldn't find that cafe. is he playing with me? i swear to god, if he is, he wouldn't see another day with that tanned boy whom i saw him talking to. is he inlove or something? his eyes were sparkling though. i remember myself staring at taeyong like that back then. seriously, jaehyun? this isn't the right time to think about other's lovelife. go back to your senses. i thought.

i went for a walk around our campus calmly but deep inside, i am panicking due to i don't know which cafe they're talking about. it is now like i can't recall anything because of my lost memories.

however, this place really don't have a cafe.

🦋

i didn't give up until i discovered an old-fashioned cafe at the end of the road still inside our campus. "is this what they're referring to?" i thought it's already closed but i heard the door creaked. i didn't hesitate to open it as soon as i noticed that it's still open.

and i immediately saw him. the love of my life. oh god, how i've missed those eyes.

i saw him with two young-looking men who i think has the same age as me; praying that he didn't replace me with one of these two. they are undeniably handsome who definitely fit to taeyong's standards. unlike me.

our gazes collided.

i remembered everything as soon
as i saw his eyes. i recalled everything; the way we were looking at each other's eyes back then like there's no tomorrow. the way we were booping our noses together, kissing everyday like it's our first time to do so, hugging and cuddling like we've missed each other for a long time though we always stick together. i would do anything just to repeat those times; even if it needed to lose my life, i would.

he ran to me immediately and hugged me tightly. i startled with his sudden action yet i hugged back. the love is still there. the longingness is still there. lastly, taeyong is here.

what could go wrong? anything, jaehyun. i thought. "i missed you, love." i said to him even if i feel there's something wrong. something seems to be wrong. our story didn't end up as it should. we're fine now but it's not okay. still, i shrugged my thoughts off. it's not the right time to think about this; there's always a time for this, jaehyun.

using my thumb to wipe his tears off, his voice cracked, "i've missed you too, jaehyun. please stay, okay? i don't want us to leave each other's presence again." i nodded. fighting against my raging thoughts right now is quite not easy. i want myself to think about us. but as far as i remember, we've already broke up.

but despite having negative
thoughts about it,

i kissed him.

"shh, let's try again."