Para sa Love Sick (Love Advices)

Para sa mga REBOUND

"Feelings that came back are feelings that never left."

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So, let me guess. 

Sabi niya kinalimutan na niya yung EX niya at IKAW na yung mahal niya?

You've got nothing to worry about, he says. Even though nagkikita at nag-uusap sila paminsan minsan because they're JUST FRIENDS.

and ofcourse he'll use the famous line na, "Sino bang girlfriend/baby/babe ko? Diba ikaw?"

Sasabihin pa niya na nagseselos ka lang and make you feel na ikaw yung masama.

He'll make you believe na wala na yon. Dati pa yon. She's my past and you're my present and future.

and that's not all babaliktarin ka pa niya and he'll say, "Wala ka bang tiwala sakin?"

MERON. AND THAT'S THE PROBLEM.

BECAUSE YOU DISAPPOINTED ME.

Let me tell you a bit of my story...

So there's this guy. I've been crushing on him back when we were still in the 4th year of  highschool. But he had a girlfriend at that time and it was just a crush so I did no harm but we eventually became friends. I forgot about my crush on him and I became kinda like a fan of his relationship with his girlfriend. I don't know, I just think they look cute together and they seem to love each other very much. Until we graduated and went our separate universities. But he left our city and went somewhere a bit farther. Still on the same country but you have to ride a plane to get there so yeah, THAT far. (I'm not giving out any info lol) and one day, they decided to break up. Their 3 years of relationship, gone. 9 or 10 months after their break up, I saw that he tweeted something and I replied. Then we started talking and he asked for my number. Then to my surprise, he started flirting with me. Then we talked on the phone every night and confessed together that we liked each other aaaand the rest was history.

Here comes the bad part, one day he just acted so cold. Parang nawala lahat ng pinagsamahan namin. He doesn't text me everyday anymore. He was being inconsistent. Sabi niya masyado lang daw siyang busy dahil nag-iba na yung sched niya but I'm not asking for a whole day convo, a single text per day is enough. But no. That didn't happen. I asked for a proper closure but he didn't give me one. Sabi ko, "Kung gusto mong itigil na natin kung ano mang meron tayo, sabihin mo lang. Kaya ko naman. Kaysa yung nagkakaganyan ka." But he said, he just got confused and promised to make it up to me. So ako naman si tanga, I gave him another chance. But he never spoke to me again after that. I never reached out for him because I already know it's over. Getting no message is also a message.

So after that heartbreaking event, I came to a conclusion that he just used me as his rebound. How?Here are my supporting statements:

1. He hasn't moved on yet and I knew all about it.

May mga moments na kapag nag uusap kami, nabibring up niya lagi yung ex niya. He tells me stories or sometimes, nacocompare pa nga niya kaming dalawa. It's fine. I don't mind. Di naman kasi talaga maiiwasan. Mas winoworry ko pa nga na baka nahuhurt siya pag napapagusapan pero di naman DAW.  Alam kong hindi pa siya nakakamove on but sabi ko, okay lang. I can give him all the time he needs. But di ko naisip na ginagawa niya lang akong panakip butas.