Is love real?

chapter five

I woke up with Amber asleep in my arms. She looked so peaceful sleeping there. I feel so sorry for her. Her parents died. I only known them for two weeks but, they were so nice, kind, open, they were just like Amber. I can't believe this happened, and Amber is going to be send to an orphanage or to foster care. And I can't forget how she is depressed. I can't stand to see her like this. I can't let them send her to an orphanage or foster care.

Amber woke up screaming.

"MOM!!! DAD!!!"

"Amber, you ok?"

"yea, it was just a dream of last night."

"it's ok."

"I got to go home."

"you can't."

"I want to go home and just spend the rest of my life by my self because everyone I love dies. Soon you'll probably die too. Just leave me alone you don't care about me any ways."

"I do care about you. I canceled on my band so I can be here with you."

"just leave me alone." Amber said while crying. I know that she has depression but, she had out bad. She keeps pushing me away.

Amber stormed out of my room to go to her house. As much as I wanted to chase her I new that she needed time to her self.

A day has past and I still haven't heard from Amber. So, I decided to go over to her house. She wouldn't open her door so I went to her window, which was unlock. I saw her sitting in her bed looking down. I walked in and sit beside her.

"Amber are you ok?"

"why do you care about me?" Amber asked quietly.

"because I love you."

"no you don't."

"stop pushing me away Amber its just going to get worse"

"I don't care. Maybe I'll die."

"don't you every say that. Your parents would want you to be happy and move along."

"will, they aren't here."

"Amber stop this know."

"I'm leaving to an faster home today that's five miles away. It's a big home with many kids."

"I won't let them put you there."

"I want to go there. I'll might get happy there.because I'll never be happy here."

"are sure you want to go there?" I asked not wanting her to leave.

"yes. My depression is only going to worse here."

"ok, if you think you'll be happier there I'll let go." I said sadly.

I kissed hey on the check and she just got up and left me. I really love her. I truly love her. I got to make her love me again.