You're making things worse for me.. Why? (Harry styles) #wattys2015

part 18

-ALEXA-

so i had been here for almost 2 months, yes that long.

they didnt trust me to go home because i wasnt in a mental stage. i tried everything to cut. i even tried using my nails to cut.

but i was getting so much better, i hadnt even thought about cutting for ages.

i can see my life changing already.

ive also decided im not going to go back to holmes chapel. im going to go live with my grandma and grandad as i dont want to face people at school.

harry could of told people and i dont want to go back to that bad place.

i had told katy about it and she understood me, she supported me. she even offered to come live down my nans with me.. obviously i told her not to and to finish her exams but she can still whenever she wants

i had a meeting today, well the people did.. they had a meeting about whether i was going to get to go home soon.

i hope i can go home.

well i wont be going home, ill be going to my nans.

i didnt find out until 3pm and it was 12pm lunch time.

its now 3pm, i waited and waited.

''miss baker.. we have some news'' they told me walking into my room i bet i cant go home. they had a serious look in their faces.

''just tell me already'' i said with no emotions. ''were going to check on you for a week and then if youre better, you can go home. Also we will be giving you a number for a theorpist so if you feel the need to cut ring her up and she will come to your house asap'' the man told me

i smiled, i was going home in a week.. hopefully.

i had been clean for awhile. i loved it, it felt so good not to be cutting. my life was finally getting better and i loved that

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