Note: For all the old Simpsons fans, here are some aesthetic edits.
1. Homer Simpson grown-up life
2. Bart Simpson failure
3. Lisa Simpson I'm too sad
"I'm in an abusive relationship with life. It keeps beating the hell out of me and I'm too cowardly to leave it. Maybe I can drink myself to death." - Homer Simpson
"When I found out about this, I went through a wide range of emotions. First, I was nervous, then anxious, then wary, apprehensive, kinda sleepy, worried and then, concerned." - Marge Simpson
"You'd think living in a house of crazy people would be fun. It's actually really depressing." - Bart Simpson
"There's more to it than that. I just don't babysit. I sell peace of mind for a dollar an hour." - Lisa Simpson
Your POV
I have a serious bad case of depression, both physically and emotionally. I have no friends to rely on or maybe someone out there who accompanied me on my worst encounters. I hide my emotions not to show it to anyone. I don't feel like smiling. I'm just too sad...
I am nothing compared to the world I lived in today. I know it sounds crazy but I began to hate my surroundings, here and there that I don't care about. It's like I don't belong here anymore. In other words, I struggled my whole life in public where nobody who actually never knew me.
I'm not comfortable with it. The doctors says that I need to take some 'ignorital' pills or anti-depressants for a day. But to my thoughts, it felt like hallucination or a deadly drug that poisons me death. My anxiety is painful enough which I was unable to take it any longer.
However, things doesn't work that way as I grow up. My social life is the worst part that I just couldn't take. I just hate myself being socialized or talk to others in public because I'm not good enough. Of course, I am a stranger to them...the one who gets left behind all alone.
As the first time I was suffered from clinical depression, it goes on and on. What about my peers? Nothing...I was having a hard time at school. Quizzes, projects, assignments, exams...you get the point. I had a trouble concentration. As I tried to study, I ended up slapping my face multiple times.
Forming red marks on my face that are swollen and tired eyes with heavy bags underneath. I just can't take a rest or get a good sleep because of my studies, from day to night. I hate school life...it gives me more and more anxiety, ten times heavier than a boulder that leads to my watery grave.
I really tried this time and I still failed. Adults don't understand how I feel this way. I admit it, I really am a failure. A month behind on homework and also, I'm a teacher's pet. I'm too stressed to go to school. I then faked myself as an excuse just to get out (like Bart do).
For example, a stomach ache, vomiting, menstrual cramps, hot fever...etc. Those fake excuses I made are pranks, just to let everyone know why I always hide my depression. I messed up pretty bad and refused to learn education because I'm too sad. Then why don't I give them rejection letters?
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