MERIT

🖤Trevor🖤

Merit
Theme song- I the worst guys by childish Gambino

What Does Black Heart Emoji 🖤 Mean? ... Black Heart Emoji is the symbol that shows emptiness, lack of emotion as it looks like a lifeless heart.

⚠️‼️ The N-word is used. There is AAVE in this chapter"AAVE
AAVE, which is an acronym for African American Vernacular English or in other words, Black Vernacular English (BVE) Known outside of the academic and sociophonologic setting as "Ebonics", AAVE is a dialect that hails from West African linguistics.
It's not "ghetto talk", what she's speaking is a dialect called AAVE and it does not reflect her learning capacity."

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Trevor

Cool air filled the room.The ceiling fan ran all night making the room fill with a noise. I haven't slept in days.

Can't to be honest.

I simply just can't sleep no matter how hard i try. I turn my head to see my phone sitting on the floor face down.
I pick it up to see it's about 6:30,Damn. As I look at my phone I see Dani's bright smile as the three of us were huddled together . The picture was taking a while ago when we were in what 7th grade. Back then it was just about the three of us; the lunch crew company. nowadays nothing makes me genuinely smile or happy. It used to be just me and my 2 homies. Me, Dani and her

As I stare up at the ceiling fan which looks like it's about to fall out the ceiling my phone starts rings.

Danis name flashes on the front. I stare at it for a while before picking it up.

Stare, something I do a lot of lately.

"Yo" I said in a groggy tone.

"I know yo ol fine ass ain't still sleep."

"Nigga you always on that gay shit."

"Well my gay ass bout to be there in 15 minutes" Dani said quickly back.

"What you mean you on yo way." I said mimicking Dani's voice

"Just Be out side when I pull up."

"I ain't going Dani."

"vete a la mierda trevor, te sacaré de esa maldita cama" Dani said as he slammed the door to his raggedy Honda Civics

"Why you always speak that Spanish shit." I said getting up finally and looking for something to wear.

"Trev just get up." He said before hanging up. Look I'm not on no gay shit but Dani's my best friend. He hasn't walked out on me yet unlike someone I used to call my best friend has.

After getting dress and washing my face and brushing my teeth. I got to the kitchen to see my momma at the kitchen table. She's really the only parent I got. My father has always been in and out. She was sitting at the table with only a dem light on. Looking through a stack of bills. She worked doubles at the hospital. She cleaned. Sometimes I only see her when I'm leaving the house in the morning.

"Hey ma".

"Hey baby is see you up and ready for school. I didn't think you'd even go."

"What yo talkin bout I always go to school." I give her a dumbfounded look. As I look I. The fully stocked frigerator. That's something she always made sure we had. Food and a roof over our heads.

"Yeah whatever you say boy. Could you go a get ya sister for me."

I just gave her a simple nod. As I walked down the short hallway ; I stopped at my sisters door. It was covered in little pink stickers and little princesses.

"Yo momma said get up."

"Don't you knock trev.dang."

"Ouuu momma Kelly cussin" I yell to the kitchen.

"You betta not be using no foul language In my house Kelly."

"I'm not momma he lying- I mean story telling." She yelling into the kitchen.

"Trev stop messing with her, I sent you to do one thing."

Sorry ma." I said in a small yell. "Anyway momma told me to wake you"

"Clearly" she said

" get ready for school dirt neck." I give a small hit to her silk bonnet. " and you do know that you shouldn't have those princesses sticker on yo door at the big age of 14. Right"

"Hit me again and imma tell momma. And they won't come off since you so nosey."

"Snitch." I said before walking back to my room and grabbing my phone it was now almost 6:50 and Dani would prolly be pullin up now. I grab a folder and my headphones before shutting my door. "Bye stinka" I say to Kelly and all she does it stick her tongue out at me. "I love you too"

"Ight ma I'm out."

"A Trev. Be back before 3 that's when Kelly gets out and you need to open the door for her."

"Yeah"

"I'm for real Trevor Jamal Baker"

"And I got chu ma"

I walk out the door to see Dani leaning against the hood of his raggedy car.

"That's what chu wearing ." He said in judgment.

"Yeh why" I had on some grey sweatpants with a black tank top and a Durag. Some of my locks coming out from the side.

"Nah it's just a lil, I don't know ghetto."

"Nigga look at where we live. The G H E T T O. And plus you don't need to worry about me what you need to be worried about is that raggedy ass Honda civics." I said throwing my book bag  into the back of the car.

"Oh shut up with ol depressed ass. And don't talk about my raggedy car, you need to worry about that played out ass outfit."

"Yeh whatever start this ol raggedy mother's fucka." I say as I look into his gloves compartment. I see a blunt ready for me to smoke. Hopefully with ease off the pain of feelings right now. " yo you got a light."

"Yeah. Go head a fire that shit up. You look like you need it." He says passing me the lighter.

"My question is how you gon sell weed and other drugs." I say coughing through almost every word. As I puff the mid size blunt " and you let me smoke it free I'd charge."

"Oh yeah you do owe be bout 340 dollars."

"Shiddd"

"Shid my ass." He said making the turn onto the highway to make it to our school.

That hell hole

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