- "in our next life, will you be mine?" i asked the love of my life; jaehyun. i asked him without knowing i would get hurt with his answer.
"i would, love, but.. you're aware that this is already our second life, right?"
"...but this time, yes, yo...
We made arrangements to go out tomorrow before going to bed. I'm taking advantage of this opportunity because we never know what will happen. Anything could happen to me or Azi at any time.
before going to bed, we've made arrangements that we'll go out tomorrow. my hands playing with his hair because taeyong loves it so much, it makes him sleep. "we'll stay like this forever, hmm?" i nodded and smiled. "as long as it's you." he smiled back. "i still can't believe you're here with me." if only you know that i, too, i still can't believe. i took a deep breath and said, "i know, bub. but can you promise me that you'll be reassured and don't overthink while i'm still here, okay?" what the hell, jaehyun. you just made him nervous. you're a dumbass.
his eyes shaking, "wh-what do you mean? are you going to leave me again? jaehyun, please don't." this is the exact thing i've said before. i thought. this isn't the best time to think about it, jaehyun.
hence, i just thought that...
In this unpredictable world, I'll make sure that we have this certain love — so certain that even in our dreams, I'll choose to be with him.
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"are you ready, bub?" taeyong asked. with his printed buttoned polo shirt, high-waisted denim pants and silver necklace that made him more gorgeous, he exited the bathroom. he approached me with his grabby hands that made me hug him.
"lee taeyong, if you see yourself in my perspective, you'd know that you're very attractive." of course, he knows it. but the things is, he is different from my perspective. every time i'd look at him, he just makes my day feel special. "you, mr. jung, and i are on the same boat." he chuckled. "you're very attractive too, with those dimples of yours."
my heart beat a little faster, just like a guy in his highschool days. god, why am i so inlove with him?
we went out for a coffee today, and i planned last night that we'll eat dinner tonight with a view of a beautiful beach. it's pretty, right? i'm going to surprise a beautiful human-being with a view of beautiful sunrise, too.
"how sweet of you, jaehyun. you love me that much, huh?" he smiled that made his big boba eyes disappear. "no, i don't love you that much." he suddenly frowned. "just kidding. i love you more than myself." and now, i am not kidding.
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we used polaroids and our phones to take pictures of each other. we wanted to go for a walk along the beach before dinner. along with the sun around us, i just know that the sun knows too when is the right time to shine bright. as if the universe is siding with us today. i took my shirt off, i mean my jacket, to show that i want to play with taeyong in the water. i took a cold water from the sea using my hands and carefully splashed it to taeyong.
"god, jaehyun! come to a halt! it's cold!" his tone is more on annoyed tone but his face is lying. he is enjoying, the way he smiles. it is so beautiful. "why are you looking at me like that?" i smiled. "you're too beautiful.. more than the sun."
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looking at him, i can tell that he is already hungry because of his eyebrows that are already drawn together. "i am hungry." see? am i whipped already? i'm familiar with his characteristics and habits. his characteristics that are more interesting to think than constellations. his habits that i don't know about, but made me curious because of him. his facial expressions that i love to see more than the stars, and his love that i want to experience more than stepping at the moon.
