You Are My Destiny
By: Gemvilla
Some said destiny is not true. There is no such thing. But for me, we make our own destiny.
We always tend to make desicions. And regret it in the end. But always learned from it. That is why sometimes we are afraid to commit mistakes again. We afraid to risk.
For me that is why we always have two options. The possitive and negative. Yes and no. Right or wrong. In this choices we dont know what lies ahead in what we chose. But one thing is for sure God has a back up plan for every choices and desicions we made. Just always trust in Him.
Until now i really cant believe that we are already married. For how many years we have been together. Here we are happily living together legally with the blessings from the Church and from our family.
I just cant explain the feeling right now. An over whelming feeling. It feels like i am in cloud nine until now. I cant help but reminise the past. How we've been thru.
What if we give up? Do we still end up together?
But i am so thankful that we hold on together. Let me tell a brief story how we started.
Way back when i was in college me and my college friends Jen and Joann went to Jen's hometown. She introduced me and Joann to her cousin Marvin.
Jen match make Marvin to Joann. But i have noticed that Marvin keeps on eyeing me. Not Joann but i just ignore. A week after that day i was surprised Marvin texted me.
Then he confessed that he like me the first time he saw me. And asked me if he could court me. At first i was taken aback. Because i dont want me and Joann to have a conflict.
But as days goes by Marvin continues to court me. Everyday he would sent me sweet messages on my inbox. And we talk everynight thru the phone.
Until one day i realized that i already fall for him. Months before my graduation i did gave my sweet yes on him. That was the one of the happiest day of our life.
After we were officially bf/gf everything he did was more sweeter each day. But as they always said its not everyday in your relationship is happy and gay. There will always be an obstacle.
Then the problem came. It feels like my world turned upside down. A trial on our relationship that break my heart into pieces. We lost our comunication for weeks last for months.
I did move on. But little did i know that he also suffer like i did. Then one day there is this town fiesta on Jen's home town. She invited me and our classmates. We went. I dont have a clue that Marvin was also there.
We met there again and he approach me first.
"Lhen can we talk? Please." I can see thru his eyes his sencerity.
"Ok. About what?" I ask.
"Lhen i still love you. I know i have done mistake. But believe me. It is un intended. And i was just set uped. Please believe me. I still love you. Please let me in into your life again. Now that i found you again i wont let you go away this time. Those months with out you is like hell. Please let me court you again." He explained and pleaded.
I still loved him. We did part ways without clearing everything. I was just staring at his eye. My tears were keep on falling. I cant help it. I have this mixed feelings. I wanted to tell him that i love him still. But it fells like i choked my tongue. I cant say a thing i just keep on crying.
Then i just felt his embrace. Yes he did embrace me tightly as if he is afraid that i would vanished in front of him if he let me go.
I did embraced him back. Then he released me and held up my head. And kissed me. To my surprised he kissed every teardrops in my face.
