I glanced over at a table about 20 feet from me. There he was, the love of my life, Aiden. We met about 2 years ago
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“DONT HURT HER!!” I screamed as my dad kept beating on my 5 year old sister. I braced myself as my dad came towards me with a knife. He stabbed me once in the stomach and twice in the leg. I screamed in pain as I quickly took my sister and ran out of the house. I ran and ran until I couldn’t run anymore. Twigs snap and out came a boy with black hair with red streaks and ice blue eyes.
“Are you ok?” He said softly. “Does it look like Im ok? I have an unconscious sister and stab wounds. Of course Im not ok.” I screamed at him. Next thing I know I was being lifted up into his arms with my sister.
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The bell rang as I wiped away my tears. My little sister died that night and now I live with Aden, thats dangerous. Im turning 18 in a few weeks and Im moving out soon. To L.A. With Aiden. We’re planning to live near our favorite band, Black Veil Brides. He got me tickets to go to the concert for my birthday, I cant wait to see them live! I love him so much… he is my life… I would die for him if I had to, I love him that much. She died two years ago, today… I have to go to her grave today… tears are running down my face again… I cant stand it anymore… I miss her so much. The scars are finally healing, just one forgotten memory of that day…there’s nothing I can do to bring her back though. The love that Aden gives me keeps me alive, he doesn't know it yet, but it does. If he wasn’t there when he was, both me and my sister would be dead. I should be grateful, but all that I am now is sad. My little sister. My little Aria. “A-ya! Are you coming!?” Adien yelled.
“Yeah, just give me a moment!” I yelled from my room. I ran into the bathroom and searched through drawers. A dark brown box stared into my eyes. inside was a ton of razors. Maybe 30 at the least. I picked up the sharpest razor and dragged it across my skin. I immediately passed out. I always did. A few hours later I woke up screaming. I had the nightmare again.I woke up screaming in a lot of sweat. I had another nightmare. This has to stop. As much as I try, I cant get rid of them. They usually stop by the time I get to the forest, but this one went farther.
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Running. As fast as I could. There was a forest. With bodies hanging from the trees. Im surrounded by people. Dead and alive. They start to come closer and closer. Trapping me in a circle. One after another they stab me. Each one stabs me twice. A total of 30 stabs in my stomach. 15 people are after me. Wanting me to die. Im lying there. Motionless. Wanting to die because I was already dead.
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What does this all mean? Ive never seen this nightmare go this long. Why did I see this? Who are these people? Why do they want to kill me? I grabbed the closest thing near me. My blade. I dragged it across my skin. This is a daily thing now. I wake up from my nightmare and cut. Thats that. I know Aiden will be ad at me because I told I’d never do it again. I never promised him. He trusted me and I probably just broke his trust. The one thing that I dont need today. Boyfriend drama. I guess that I’ll be fine. I cant promise anyone anything. No matter what happens to me I’ll always be alright. Or so I thought.
