April fools, MatsuHana one-shot

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Today was the day. I would finally confess to him. I've loved him since we first met. It was love at first sight but I was pretty sure that it was one-sided. I knew that he loved me but as far as I knew, it was only platonic love.

It sucked for me because out of the multiple tries to get over him, not one helped. I tried everything. Dating people of every possible gender didn't help. I just hurt the others. Not talking to him for some time didn't help either, I lasted four days. Memorizing the bad things about him didn't help either because there were none. I tried getting super close with a friend of mine to finally get over him but we just didn't click like Mattsun and I did. It was helpless, I would probably love him forever.

Maybe I would have a chance to get over him if we weren't super close and basically dating. We did so many things friends didn't do but he didn't seem to notice. He just shrugged it off and said that we were just best bro's and that's what best bro's do. I knew this because I once overheard a conversation he and Iwaizumi had about three months ago.

"Hey babe," I heard Mattsun shout from the bus stop. This was exactly what I meant. We always called each other couple-names and flirted with each other as a joke although I meant everything I said. Additionally, we were really comfortable around each other. That meant that we often cuddled, always held hands, just randomly laid on top of each other and did much much more. We also practiced kissing because he asked me to. I didn't mind and if I would ask him to, he would probably agree. We even send each other good morning memes. In every other case, I would've said that those people were obviously in love with each other but with Mattsun everything was different.

It was almost like a real relationship just that we weren't actually dating and that he didn't return my feelings.

Still, there was a chance he did. So I would just use this day as an opportunity to confess. "Hello, honey. How did you sleep?" I asked him in the same tone with which he approached me earlier. "I slept well but with you, my love, I would've slept way better," he said and I slightly blushed. He didn't see it though. He was already heading into the bus. We sat next to each other like we always did and I leaned against his shoulder while he brushed through my hair. We sat there in comfortable silence until we needed to change to the tram. When we finally sat down, I took the opportunity to finally tell him about my feelings.

"Hey Mattsun, I wanted to tell you something. I wanted to tell you this for a while now. I love you. I've been in love with you for a while now," I said, looking at the ground. "I love you too," Mattsun answered, making my heartbeat rise and a blush spread across my face. After a while of silence, Mattsun added something, I wish he didn't, "You almost got me haha. Let's go, bro". "Of course haha, April fools. I hoped you forgot," I said, almost near tears. This way of getting rejected was way worse. 

When we arrived at school, we were holding hands like usual and like usual, Oikawa would approach us and ask, "Did you guys finally come together?". To my and Oikawas surprise, Mattsun answered, "Yes we did. Makki just confessed to me in the tram and now we're dating". Towards me, he added, "Just act like we are. I want to prank them. It's April fools after all". I just nodded and said, "Yes we are. I'm so happy I finally did it". It was true although he didn't exactly accept my confession. It hurt but it was fine. We would just pretend to date. It was almost the same as right now. Still, he didn't tell me if he loved me or not.

Mattsun and I used this newly gained superpower called relationship to annoy Iwaizumi and Oikawa. We showed more PDA than we ever did and flirted continually. We also pretended to plan dates which made Oikawa freak out, "Gosh, why on earth did you guys start dating? You were annoying enough when you just flirted with each other non-stop. Can we please go back to the sexual tension? It was way better than constantly getting called single in so many different ways". This made Mattsun and me burst out in laughter. It was funny seeing Oikawa getting angry and we both enjoyed annoying him.