I always had a crush on Kent his the total bad boy girls drool over and unfortunately I'm one of those girls. I'm sounding like a loser well I'm not never was never will be, I'm not the it girl more of the friendly bitch hating on the it girl infact I dated his bestfriend (Nick) twice. But Kent here doesn't date his to fly for that, for anyone.
It all started in 9th grade when he was practically my date for the school's dinner, he told me to come sit next to him but I said no thinking he was just joking, I watched him closely without him knowing he looked nervous I kinda felt bad then he went over to grab a chair n put it beside him, looked at me and gave me a sign to come. I was so impressed I found myself sitting next to him without me knowing. He was nice we made small talks and all but we both knew the real thing will be when we were outside.
We were officially outside he told me he was changing schools after the session, I was kind of sad, then all of a sudden the power went out and the street lights too. He wasn't there anymore his soo annoying I thought to myself thn bam someone grabs me from my behind and I just knew it was him. We were just there together too romantic, then the lights came back n we pulled away from eachother due to the crowd from the dinner. We reach the point to say goodbye, he was about to hug me when his phone drop, we both go down to get it and I hand it over to him..We hug then he kisses my neck, i walk away like my heart isn't beating five times faster.
Six.weeks after we haven't spoken I didn't bring it up cause I knew I will only embarass myself. The rumors about him going to a senior girl that same day of the dinner were true, I was so sad.
Things got worse by the next term, we had this upcoming evnt and people were picking dates, I was soo nervous not for him to pick me but for gim to ask someone else. I come back from classes for lunch and everyone gathers round my friend Abby I can't help but try to over hear the latest. I'm suddenly not in the mood for food anymore, after hearing that my secret crush asked my close friend to the dance. I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm confused.
I call my folks to pick me earlier to avoid the party, I lie that I'm going because I'm weak which was kind of true. Eventually my friends get back home and I asked rthem how it was trying to sound less curious about th answer and miraculously they said nothing happened everywhere was boring, I was soo happy.
I'm in grade10 now and his gone to some shool up far west, sometimes my mind strays off to him but most times I forget all about him.Up until some weeks ago I met him at this party, and it all came back to me,we sat next to eachother and laughed and talked, I felt his hand on the side of my lap and I just allow it then he goes further sending chill all over my body, he pushes my back for me to move so he could have better access. He squeezes my left ass, then my right one I hold back the moan. He askk me if I wanna go outside and I sadly refuse I know better than to take it that far, then he pulls me to dance and ihe stands behind me andholds me so close, he puts his head on my shoulder and tells me to relax I try but I can't help thinking how nice this is and how fake it is too he tries wiggling me around but I stiffen then losen up we do that for some time until he had to leave.
Now I'm back to the scratch we haven't talked ever since I'm too scared to say hi I've never been so shy. I'm a total loser
