so um hey-..................
i really want to write but im never have motivation with much anymore.
So a few weeks ago cut out a lot of my irl friends because one of them let's call them E, well E was dating a boy and lets call him J. So J apparently didn't like me very much-, so he decided that he'll be rude so i kept waring him to back off. ........ He didn't listen
( the reason why i told J to back off is because i have bad mood swing that get triggered sometimes.)
So J added a bot on discord that was meant for people that had a certain disorder and i didn't know until later when everything was going down sorta. ( i don't remember what the disorder was TvT)
so J yelled at me through text saying how i disrespected people with that disorder just because i was checking out the bot. Later after some more arguing a "friend" texted me in the gc about how J told me what the disorder was and what the bot was for, but he didn't.
After that and i deleted the gc and E text me claiming I made J break up with them and im over here like bitc-.
E ended up getting back with a very toxic ex, that E just broke up with 2-3 days before.
If you end up reading this and have discord my discord is corpse_mary#8218
i hope to talk to people who read this