𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑎𝑡.

im currently in the depths of purgatory.

im drowning.
and its not fun.
suffocated by many of my problems,
including getting abused both
in school and the place where
everyone calls "home sweet home''.

getting beaten up isn't the worst
part but knowing that no one is
there for you. sucks.
im trying to stay afloat even though
the things weighing me down are
drowning me into the
𝙙𝙚𝙥𝙩𝙝𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙜𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮.

i used to not understand why
others would yearn for happiness.
but now after many connected dots,
i could relate to them myself.

but

i met him.
and my world immediately
                  changed.