You're making things worse for me.. Why? (Harry styles) #wattys2015

part 19

-ALEXA-

i was home. i was living with my grandparents and i had been for 2 weeks so far.. ive not thought about cutting. its not even came to my mind.

i was in a happy place, i needed to get my life changed around.

katy was coming down this week for a week to stay, i was so happy because i havent seen her in awhile.

''lexi, wanna come down for some breakfast?'' my grandfather shouted up to me i walked out my room and downstairs sitting at the table

we spoke about a few things then i got ready to meet katy at the train station.

''omg omg omg'' katy shouted running towards me i gave her a big hug ''i miss you soooooo much'' i said to her ''i miss you'' she replied smiling

we walked back to my grandparents house

-HARRY-

so i hadnt seen alexa in ages, i heard she moved away. her mum and step dad still lived here but alexa never.

i guess i wouldnt want to come back to the place people bullied me at.

i actually felt so bad.

really bad.

but there was nothing i could do about it now!

i told the boys what we had done to alexa, they felt so bad since that day we never spoke a mean word about anyone ever again.

''harry what are you doing?'' ben asked me as he came in my room ''ok, just help yourself'' i said to him as he opened my chocolate draw and helped himself. he laughed and came to sit next to me on the bed

''do you think alexa will ever come back?'' he asked i looked at him in the eys ''after what we all done..'' i took a deep breath ''i doubt she will'' i told him

we spoke more about how bad we felt but like i said before it was too late.

-ALEXA-

''NOOOOOOOOOO KATY GET OFF ME'' i shouted at katy as she sat on me tickling me, i was so tickilish. ''glad to see youre happy'' she replied smiling and getting off me ''yes me too'' i replied smiling

we sat in my bedroom for awhile just talking about the future ''i really want to go to america and study at a college there'' i told katy

''funny that... i want to go there too. i just need to money'' katy said laughing ''lets do it.. when were 18 lets go there. it will be good'' i replied to her ''you being serious?'' she asked me sitting up straight and saying it in a serious tone

''im being serious, it will get us away from here. fresh start'' i told her smiling ''well we best start saving up then, its not cheap out there'' katy said laughing

CLIFFHANGER..............................

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