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mia~4 father~dalton |~~~~~~|
The Grammys 2020
"but momma" mia whined as she tugged onto my dress. "baby no, i already said you cannot come with me to the interviews, i will be back, okay bubba?" i sighed, picking her up, kissing her cheek and giving her to Dalton. "momma pwease" she whined again, squirming in Daltons arms trying to get to me. "i said no Mia" i say sternly. she pouts, hiding her head in the crook of Daltons neck. i sighed, giving Dalton a kiss and walking away.
tonight was the night of the Grammys and my daughter was extra clingy today. I adore her but sometimes she needs to learn i'm not always gonna be with her.
I made my way over to Scooter so he can direct me to the first interviewer.
"There you are, i was looking for you." scooter exclaimed. "sorry, sorry mia was acting up again, i think the separation anxiety is getting worse, for the both of us." I sighed. "you'll find a way to manage, you always do besides right now you have a little interview, it won't take to long and you will be back with her in a bit." he assured, i had no time to worry about this right now, i nodded slowly as i made my way over to the interviewer.
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I made my way over to Courtney trying to get away from all of these interviewers, i just couldn't do it. half of the questions are about Mia and it's just triggering my anxiety even more, i needed to get away from it.
"hey, what are you doing here, don't you have more interviews, the awards don't start for about 30 more minutes." Courtney questioned. "i know, it doesn't matter right now but have you seen Mia?" I asked looking around anxiously. "yeah i think she's with your mom?" She said, it sounded more like a question but i just nodded and walked away.
My mothers back was faced towards me so i couldn't tell if mia was in her arms, she's such a small girl so i wouldn't know until i was in front of her.
my eyes instantly landed on hers. i let out a long sigh knowing my daughter was near me.
"momma!" Mia squealed as she peaked her head over my moms shoulders. "hi babes" i smile excitedly, taking her from my mom. she instantly wrapped her arms around me and i couldn't help but smile, she was so adorable.
My mother looked at me in confusion, i instantly knew was she was thinking and spoke up before she could say anything. "I took a break because of my separation anxiety" i say, putting my attention back to the mini me in my arms. "Momma look what nonna gave mee" mia says excitingly, bringing up her heart shaped necklace to my face. "It's so pretty, just like you baby, wanna put it on?" i asked. She nodded excitedly, i giggled at her excitement and took the necklace from her hands and putting it around her neck. "There u go mamas" i giggled. she smiled as she wrapped her arms around my neck. i held her tight adoring the moment with her. "Ariana we have to go now, there going to start giving out awards soon" Scooter exclaimed as we walked towards us. i rolled my eyes and mia giggled, i smiled and walked behind scooter.
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"And the award to album of the year goes to ARIANA GRANDE"
my eyes filled with tears as i stood up. my mom instantly wrapped her arms around me telling me how proud she was.
"thank you momma" i spoke full of happiness, wrapping my arms around her neck. "of course baby" she responded letting me out of the hug.
Dalton congratulated me kissing me all over my face as i laughed a couple tears rolling down my face.
my child tugged on my dress and i quickly turned my head.
"why's you cryin mamas" she spoke quietly, her voice cracking at every word.
she thought i was crying, and when i cry she cries. she's the cutest i swear.
"no baby don't cry! mama is crying happy tears because she won an award" i exclaimed calming her nerves. her face instantly changed out of confusion to happiness. "yay mama" she giggles kissing me all over the face. i laughed loudly, kissing her cheek before speaking up.
"do you wanna come on stage with mommy or do you wanna stay with nonna?" i asked her, wiping her tears from earlier. "wit you mommy" she smiles of happiness. "okay baby, hold on tight." i say as i hold her in my arms and start walking up to the stage smiling to people congratulating me.
mia hid her head in the crook of my neck as i started walking up the stage.
her shyness was coming out and i couldn't help but feel bad. i hate seeing my baby scared. Trying to comfort her i twirled her a piece of her hair around my finger.
i was immediately taken into hugs as i was at the top of the stage, people congratulating me as i let go. Mia waved to some people but she was still shy. i'm so happy she went passed her fear there. I made my way over to the microphone adjusting my daughter in my arms.
"hi, i really don't know what to say right now. I'm extremely grateful for this award and i freaking love all of you guys." i smile rocking mia in my arms.
"I never would of gotten anywhere if it weren't for my fans and you guys completely changed my life in such a good way" my voice cracks as i try to stop my crying. "I would like to thank my mom my brother my dad, of course courtney and victoria for being here for me for this whole journey. you guys are my best friends and i would never be able to do this without you." tears are now streaming down my face and i am not stopping it.
"my husband dalton without you we wouldn't of had this beautiful child and i love you so so much." i blow a kiss, gesturing mia to look at the crowd. she happily turns her head around and waves her tiny little hands. The crowd awes as they notice my little one.
"And of course i want to thank mia my daughter here for always being patient with mommy" my voice cracks. "you don't know how much you changed my life, and i wouldn't even be here saying this if it weren't for you " i cry, holding onto her as if my life depends on it.
i laugh "and i'm serious she helped me write some songs, she was with me in everything so i feel like we both won, thank you all i love you" i smile.
the crowd erupted in cheers as i smiled. "momma can i say something" mia whispers in my ear before i started walking forward. "of course babe" i smile, putting the microphone up to her.
"hi pweople, i luv u" mia giggles into the microphone. she quickly turns back into my neck hiding herself as the crowd cheers and awes, saying hi back.
i put the microphone on the stand and walk off as the crowd cheers. I'm so thankful for everything in life and mia makes it so fucking worth it.
"mommy?" me questions as i sit back onto my chair, holding daltons hand. "yes baby?" i smile, sitting her on my lap. "how you so pwetty" mia giggles looking between me and her father.
my lip sticks out in awe and i stuff her in a big hug.
