DESIGNATED LOVE

1. Who M I?(stranger to myself)

The moment I feel I know you now, you shock me with something unexpected. Everything is in vague, I m dead tired of reading unspoken words, hidden sentiments, untouched gesture .I know dealing with this uncertainty isn't easy as we expect ..It takes a part of heart n leaves me little dead..... don't you think we need to stand hand in hand to face it, instead of struggling on our own n giving it a winning hand. Situation doesn't hurt to the extent your words Slain my heart.. your attitude would def slay me.I  can never ever get over you, it gave my fate a upper hand on me ...I know it's not very easy for long distance relationship....so much to suffer n very few minutes of peace.

sir you dinner is ready...I heard my maid's voice.

I asked her to go home, weaving with my hand.

Its been six months then,  suddenly my eyes got engaged on her tweet on relationship. I kept looking at her profile, just like that.   In last six months, I have read this letter 1000 times n her tweet to find out the differences b/w our thoughts. & Every time it brings in some fresh emotions. 

This day is so fresh.. the best day of my life, the day I met her for the first time in my life.

Running against all the odds, I was trying hard to match the speeding train n finally managed to get inside the cabin.

she was reciting some poem n moving her hands .'life will give you many reasons to just sit around and do some soul searching, read mirror reflection, get a little emotional and just vent it out. feelings are powerful, feelings are powerful"applauses brought me back to the world.I put my foot front to step forward n accidentally knocked her off her feet.she was resting in my arms. 

 a pinch on my hand, woke me up from my dream.she gestured me to open my arms n let her go. sorry. I m sorry.I helped her to stand straight n headed towards my seat.

I was at intervals looking at her, she was lost in her world, reciting her poetry,as if she was practising for some event. I thought its an nice to start an conversation, which I wanted so much...why?  the moment I saw her, something was pulling me towards her, some magnetic energy. I was lost in her...she is a stranger n everything to me.

Time was playing wicked games, my station was about to arrive. I had an fulfilling look at her before deboarding n was looking at her n only her, till train moved out of the sight.I left my name n my no. on the seat with a hope she will pick it up...silly things...I reminded myself...was still in shock...my actions were making me a stranger to my own self...

I know nothing about her...her name...her address..I guess I know her address..its in my heart forever. Aru's love. I named her. n smiled shyly on my thought...I was blinking my eyes n rubbing them

Did I hear it /say it/ imagined it.....what's this. she was again in my thoughts...I m feeling more n more strange, I never knew this emotions before I met her. Don't even know how to handle them. how to react? should I speak about it with someone?

OLD MEMORIES KEEP PLAYING IN WHENEVER I M LITTLE RELAXED

My work is my only world, my family n friends say so....workaholic. I  stretched my body n pulled myself to extreme. its been a month I have been working on this presentation. I relaxed on my recliner with a glass of wine n switched on the tv.

 "never thought i could love, someone as much as i love you"..by DanHill.

completely lost...I was looking at outside world...

My phone was continuously ringing n its last ring brought me back to the normal world.

Hi ! how are you? flying to (Mumbai)India this weekend. can we meet. Ree was on the other side of the call.

Great news! How long you will be there? I m already so excited. I said without breathing in.

Meet you then. Bye n she disconnected the phone. 

to be contd....