18/2/2015 Dear diary
How can you desire not one thing, yet look at me that way?
How can you speak those words with no intention?
How can you leave me guessing what I should or shouldn't say?
Your motives are beyond my comprehension
It never meant a thing to you, beginning or the end
No in-betweens or could-have-beens exist
I made myself a fool for even trying to be your friend
And living my life on your waiting list
There was not enough of you to have; though I tried to take too much.
Your eyes so shallow that I could not drown.
So instead, I went and hung myself on your every single word,
And now there's no one who can cut me down.
I would like to take a moment and say good bye Diary for you are the only friend I have in this world.
Love you <3
I slow placed my diary down, I looked at it and took a deep breath. I walked to the chair that was out of place in the middle of the room. Carefully I climbed on the chair taking another deep breath, I grabbed the noose and placed it around my neck. I took a moment to remember why I am doing this my parents are alcoholics and I am bullied really badly at school and I have no friends. I don't have a reason to live in this world I was made by mistake.
I took another deep breath and stepped off the chair. I felt the rope tighten around my neck, the last thing is see is black and the last thing I hear is the snapping of my neck.
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(A/N)
That was really depressing
And short
But the next chapter will be longer and less depressing.
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Gabby
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RandomIvy Blackheart was bullied to death by some popular girls at her school. She kills herself, but only to wake up a couple of months later by a young witch. With the help of her new friend she takes revenge on the the ones who took her life.
