Aggie and Sara now no longer friends because sara played her. I now feel like just shutting myself off from others. Things with aggie are getting so painful and sense November and I don't know what to do. I constantly a bystander and I HATE IT. I'm watching as kaiden is leave they have their own friends now but everthing just feels so distant. Aggie expects me to now what she is thinking and how to fix what I'm doing wrong. Everthing feels like sides. I can't stand it anymore.
