Walking home in the rain

Mental state

Walking home.
Once again.
Tuesday night from the library across Miss Johnson's house.
Studying,yeah yeah, but for what? Was it gonna quit the smell of her clothes, the drugs? The health? There's no point in life
All you do is grow out of your neon colour world faze to a hard working one that makes you get bad mental health.
She walked to the shop just on her corner dogging every catcall she heard.

"Uh that drink there please.." she pointed.
"Babe we have gotta have ID." The friendly woman smiled.
"Oh,yeah here.." she took the messed up fake ID and she payed and took the drink.
"Uh thanks.." she rushed out.

Walking even further almost reaching home she got this sudden urge to run away. She looked at the roads and just thought,
"What if I escaped.." it was a thought but then she dropped the smile and sneaked into her bedroom.
Popping open the bottle cap opening her phone scrolling through social media drinking it like water.

She threw the bottle gently on the floor and fell asleep.
She woke up and turned on her phone.
"FUCK!" She got out of bed and hopped in the shower.

"You have to shower don't wanna get bullied..," she constantly thought.
With a towel round her she popped the mouthwash open drinking half of it.
Brushing her teeth, with no paste just the brush and brushing her wet hair. Going threw her draws for any clothes she ran threw the door.

Of course she missed the bus.

"ITS 8 FUCKING AM!" She exclaimed.
"Is there any point.." she walked to the bus stop and waited as a hot boy came along,she wasn't ingested in boys at all but this one..she felt a personality bond, somehow.

He walked over to her.

"Hey I'm Trevor" He smiled and shook her hand.
"Uh, I'm Alex.." she felt a slight bit uncomfortable
"It's meant to be my first day, but of course I missed the bus." He laughed
She carried on the laugh too.

"What are your plans today?" He seemed keen to know her.
"Uh, after school therapy and study?" She made eye contact.
"Therapy?" He questioned turning round with a very very slight smile hands in pocket.
"Yeah drugs and that shit." She giggled.

"Mental health?" He questioned.
"Yup yup yup.." she sighed
"The bus is here.." he took her hand and got on.

"So, why do you do drugs?" He seemed like a friend, which he probably was, but like you knew him for a couple more years.
"Life, depression, eating disorders, guess it makes the world flip another way." She replied.
"It's not gonna help you, it ruins your body it's a punishment."

"I've been told that a million times."
"Alex, it's true. Just see how you are without it for a week, I'll be like your best friend for a week, I know I've just meet you but I wanna help you, I was in that state once."

"How come?" She asked quite shocked.
"My mom died and school was trying to kill me." He replied.
"Oh I'm sorry.." her voice got deeper.
"It's okay it's okay.." he laughed a bit at the end.

"I'll see you after school, bye Alex!" He smiled.
"Uh bye..?"

"Hey Alex!" Cally smiled.
"Hey.." she smiled back.

"What stupid fuckin' classes today ha?" Cally grinned, but on one side of her face
"Mhm..I think comprehension, reading, a test and art then music? God knows.." she answered
"Well I have.. oh art right now byee!"
"Bye Cally."