*WARNING: COURSE LANGUAGE AHEAD!*
JIYONG
Shit.
Jiyong closed his laptop then shut his shadowed eyes, leaning back in his chair.
He was alone (and thank God for that) in the apartment close to the YG building that he stayed at when he was working on BigBang or Solo stuff. He had been following Youngbae's suggestion and reviewing all the performances for "The Leaders" he'd done with Chaerin.
In the last hour he had run through an extreme gamut of emotions starting at pale disbelief and finishing at hot faced embarrassment. Now he was tired and a little angry. Partly at Yongbae for not saying something earlier but mostly at himself for being so... So..stupid.
For anyone who knew him... anyone who was looking for it... it was all there to see. The evolution of his confused feelings towards Chaerin.
It started from when he was just so chuffed to have his favourite dongsaeng feature on his first album that he practically fell all over himself in the studio - in front of Teddy Hyung - on fucking camera - every time she called him oppa in her husky contralto.
It crescendoed during her appearances at his One Of A Kind concerts with the flirtatious game of dare that had gone on between them. Somehow without ever talking about it they had spontaneously pushed the skinship a little bit further with each performance. The fans had loved it. They thought it was fanservice.
Fan service. The only thing he'd been servicing was the growing thirst he'd been refusing to think about. He hadn't been able to take his eyes off her legs. Or her cleavage. In fact, he had no real memory of ever properly meeting her eyes during those last performances.
Jiyong groaned covering his face as he remembered that one time when she wore the vintage Thierry Mugler outfit with the cupped bodice and split skirt and he'd forgotten to say "CL, she a Queen!".
In his entire career since his start at six years old, that was the only time he could remember ever having missed his lines during a performance. Thank God for the back up track. The moment had gone by so quickly that it had seemed like a small microphone malfunction - which was what he had first told his manager hyung then the members of BigBang after each of them had reviewed the performance at sometime or the other and asked. His poor microphone had been taken apart and put back together looking for the fault and then finally replaced just to be safe.
Never once had he asked himself what the fuck that was. He hadn't needed to because he had known exactly what it was. Chaerin.
That had been her first appearance on the tour and he had been so fucking glad to have her there.
Aside from the fact that it was lonely touring solo, with her glorious tawny mane and tan thighs peeping out of that outfit that hit him at all his vulnerable points (fashion: Check. Sexy: Hell to the check) he had been distracted. Plain and simple.
He remembered exactly what he had been thinking. Things like how to get rid of the YG staff that had been attached to his tour so they could maybe be alone. Going out and showing her off or staying in and keeping her to himself. Would she agree to stay in that outfit. Minus the jacket. Boob mole. Fuck, she smelled good.
Jiyong felt his face burning again.
In the end, his schedules continued after the concert and all there had been time for was a meal with everyone. But she'd stayed beside him. And even though he'd been too tired to do more than watch her laugh and interact with everyone else, he'd been able to make her pull her hair around so he could murmur into her ear once or twice, then watch her laugh and husk, "Oppa."
And all the while he'd thought no one had noticed. But they had.
And now he'd gone and made an ass of himself right in front of Yang Goon.
And Yang Goon was nobody's fool. How long before he was invited to office at the top floor for one of his infamous little talks?
Shit.
Shit.
This had to stop.
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The Leaders Performance where GD forgot a line :) cr. @CLTBF: https://vimeo.com/75512462
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