'Good morning Jimin-ssi!!
Can we get breakfast at my
favourite place today?'
Said a message from the boy I'd been with the past three years.
'Sure baby.'
I sighed deeply after typing the reply,
and stood up from my chair.
I couldn't do this any longer.
I shouldn't!
After thousands of such message exchanges, our hearts had only grown closer by a centimeter.
At least from my side.
I always knew he wasn't the one,
he could never be the one.
Yet,
I gave him a false hope of love.
I felt incredible guilt creep up
the back of my neck.
At how reckless and inconsiderate I was being.
Jungkook..
I had been using this naiive boy
as nothing but a,
d i s t r a c t i o n
A distraction rom these unexplainable feelings,
A distraction from my self created troubles,
A distraction from this world.
Since when had I become so selfish?
My eyes fell back at the tea cup containing the drowned petal.
It was just like me.
I was drowning,
in my thoughts of negativity and insecurity,
While unknowingly affecting,
the people around me.
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5 Centimeters Per Second
FanficThe speed of drifting away of a petal from its cherry blossom is 5 centimeters per second. But so is mine and yours... ============= -YOONMIN AU- Where the distance between childhood sweethearts Jimin and Yoongi keeps increasing as they grow older...
