Here Comes Goodbye

Chapter One

Hey you guys!! this is a story I want to write and take a break from The Broken Series. I'm sorry but I need it. Lately I have been going through a lot of shit and this idea hit me when I was at my lowest and was listening to country music. Please give it a chance you guys. I promise at first it will be kinda depressing, but eventually it will become happy and it will not be have a sad ending. Just to let you know this is a fan fiction of One Direction. Wait!!!!! Before you leave right now please give it a chance. I swear it won't be your normal Fan fiction. Alright here is the first chapter and if you guys like it I will post more sooner then mid Janurary.

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Chapter One

I watched as they lowered the man of my dreams, into the ground. The tears have stopped, for now. I think it's because I ran out of tears, finally. For days I've been a wreck. My love was killed and he is gone. Even though he is gone I don't want goodbye to come. Funny how our song was Here Comes Goodbye by Rascal Flatts. People gave their last goodbyes as they started to leave. How can they just leave so easily? I knew Derick for three years and I can't even budge. But yet these people have known him his whole life and they just leave. I can still remember first seeing him. It was my first day of high school. I was a freshman and he was a senior. But I learned to never give up just because of an age because by two months he was all mine. Now though, I am alone. Why did he have to sign up for this? My thumb goes to the ring he gave me the day he left for over seas.

I stand up and grab my white rose. Walking to the edge of the hole, I start to cry once again. Looking down I see a bunch of red roses.

"Forever baby. I will keep that promise we made. I love you, Dare." I said and then dropped the only white rose. Walking away from him was the hardest thing ever. Walking away by myself made me realize what I no longer have.

The tears stopped once again. So, trying to get my mind off of him I switch in my tv.

"So, boys we want to ask you something." The host of the show said.

Too lazy and uncaring I leave it on the show. I guess whoever she was talking to replied because sh started to talk again.

"We'll, first in case some people haven't heard, Liam's little sister, Cami Payne, has lost her boyfriend. He was a marine stationed overseas. We all know she ended her junior year here in America, but what we want to know is: is Cami going to be going home to England with you boys or will she stay here to mourn her lover?"

By now the tears were pouring down my face, again. Why couldn't my business stay mt business. I understand Liam is famous, but I'm not. I watched as the boys faces turned sad. They all knew Derick and feel horrible for missing his funeral. Liam took a deep breath and looked at the host.

"My sister's business will be kept her business. I am sorry, but she doesn't want this to be talked about and neither do we. All I gotta say from me and the boys is this: Derick was an amazing man. He chose to go give his life for America. I'm proud that he did that. I just wish he wouldn't of did it with my sister." Liam takes a shaky breath as he continues, "Cami, loved him. She still loves him. I believe she always will. When he was here he loved her. If he was still here he would still love her. I believe that he is looking down at her with the same love he in his eyes when he was alive. There is nothing that will change this. Cami, I doubt you are watching this but if you are by some chan-" Liam stooped talking because he was about to break down then and there.

I think this is the second hardest I have cried. Hearing what my brother said really hit my heart. Harry then picked up where he left off.

"Just know that we love you and we love Derick. Everyone can we please have a few moments of silence to honor Derick Sanders. And for all I'd the other fallen soldiers that have fought for your freedom."

I waited for someone to protest, but no one did. At that moment I felt pride in Derick since he died. I have always felt hurt that he left me. But now I have pride in him. He died for the right reason.

Switching the tv off I felt something small change in me. That small change was tha I knew Derick hasnt left me fully. He is no longer here. He will no longer be able to create precious memories with me. He is just more in my heart then my eyes. I kiss his dog tags that hang around my neck like they once hung around his neck. I let tears fall that night, but this time they aren't mad or sad tears they are just pride tears.

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