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Rue's POV:

I woke up with a pounding head ache trying to figure out what caused it, I then realize what happened the pervious night . I relapsed and it was all Jules fucking fault ! She left me & didn't think twice, was i not enough for her ?  All these feelings of rage, pain and disoriented feelings took over my body . All I wanted was to be back in my euphoria . I grabbed my book and pills, crunched them up, took my straw and snorted the drugs and passed out . I woke up several hours later to the sound of my phone ringing, it was Jules . I ignored it and soon realized that I never wanted to be sober again . I was almost out of pills so I went and raided my moms medicine cabinet and took enough so she wouldn't notice anything was gone, I had nothing to worry about because she stopped drug testing thank god for that . I left the house on my bike and rode to the train station thinking maybe just maybe Jules  would be on one of the trains coming in but she wasn't . I soon found myself sitting down in a booth at my local diner . The waitress soon came up to me and asked "What can I get for you ?" I replied "Coffee" she then nodded and went to grab a mug and the coffee pot . She soon came back with a mug filled with coffee and creamer, I thanked her and drank it felt warm going down I need it since the drugs made me exhausted . Even though they made me exhausted at least I didn't have to feel or even have to be in reality everything was how it should be in my euphoria . I soon payed and hopped on my bike and cycled home, crawled in my bed and went to sleep .