The Broken Girl!

Flashback!

I was never suppose to end up this way. My mother always says to be someone you have to

 know people. " Your so trifolin what are you going to do in the real world".  I never asked to be

 here. Parents really don't know that there children are in pain  for the words they say. Older

 people use this phrase "Stick and Stones may break my bones but words don't hurt me"! Welp

 guess what lies. All lies. It probably the 30th time this year already  that my parents have made

 me think of killing myself.  Around the time I was was 7 was the first time I had finally decided I 

hate my life. My older cousin had came over that day and I'll never forget it. 

I walked in my room around 9:18 pm. She was naked climbing up are bunk. She was on the top 

and I was on the bottom. And maybe 10 minutes into dozing off and I feel my underwear being 

pulled off and I woke up instantly. She put her hand over my mouth and told me to be quiet or 

she tell my mom I touched her. So I shut up and she went over my head and before she sat

 down and run my innocence's she told if anybody found out everybody in are family would hate

 me. And not to brag! But I had already believed this enough to know that I didn't want them

 finding out. And after she sat on my face and rode herself to her pleasure. I was never the same!

 I can't be myself. Without my strict judging me but not knowing about the mental and physical

 pain I have been through.

This is only the beginning! If you have stories that you want to share DM and I will share you unknowably because that only fair.