SOLDIER >[reader insert]

Lvl. 0

There's no such thing as fair.

Unfair. That was life.

Fairness just didn't exist. At some point of someone's life, they also had suffered from this. Not just me.

Then.. why?

Why am I feeling so mad and cold inside? Everthing is unfair but then why?

Why do I have to suffer? I also had dreams of my own, dreams to make myself and my family happy but then why?

And that I undertand that life was not only unfair but cruel as well.

Because of the disease I was carrying, I didn't had the chance to be a normal girl. Well, I was but ever since that news came all of it was destroyed. I had to spend the remaining time of my life in the hospital, satting there knowing so well that my parents was suffering in guilt.

It truly is unfair.

I always thought, what would happen if I did not have this? Will I be free? Will I accomplish my dreams and wishes? Will I make my family be proud?

I did not and will never know.

because all of that isn't happening.

Cruel. It's so crue. Life is so cruel. I also know myself that I wasn't the only one who thought of that, others had also suffered maybe even more worser but still.

As time passed by, the more days passed the more closer I was to death. I saw myself fantasizing. Fantasizing about how life will be if I was free. Free from this dumb disease and free from this cruel world.

but once again, I realized that none of those are happening at all.

And.. the day happened.

"I'm sorry.. you only have a day left."

When I heard the news, unlike the first time where I found out about my disease, I.. was happy.

Happy that I'll finally be.. free.

Happy that I'll finally leave this cruel place and maybe even get reicarnated where I'll be fine, without any disease or sickness.

But all of my happiness shattered hearing the soft yet loud sobs of my parents. The happiness I felt was replaced by strong guilt.

How can I be so selfish? My parents was there to happily raise me, help me improve in life and support me in my wants yet I didn't acknowledge that.

I'm so fucking selfish.

I ignored my parents' wants and wishes because I was too busy on my own ones.

Truly selfish.

As I slowly faded and flew away from my body, I took my last breath and my last words.

"I'm sorry and.. I love you.."

Despite speaking so weak and breathless, I still managed spit it out. I knew that wasn't enough and I wished I could have said more to them, to release the guilt they feel, to let go of me, or even forget about me. I just wanted to see my parents be happy.

That was it.

I finally thought my life is now over, I will no longer suffer in a cruel world or so I thought.

I regretted everything I said, I thought my world was already cruel enough turns out it wasn't even close to the place my soul stepped in.

The moment I saw the notificafion in my vision, I just knew I had to prepare myself. Prepare myself for another cruel adventure to life, just in a higher level than before.

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