Undercover sket (Keisha's tale)

Part2

I sat in the bed thinking about what it would be like if I actually got adopted, the first time I came in here I was young and scared I didn't speak to anyone. I remembered my mum she was light and she had like a mix in her. she had big hair like mine and she smelt nice, I didn't have any nice memories of my mum but now im older I would love to be with her now, I would love to have a normal home and to be like normal people not like this in some smelly home with these dumb kids. I had a little tear in my eye, why was life so unfair? why did I have to be in here? after the one tear slid down my face more came down. I started crying I felt lonely. no home no mum no nothing. nothing here was actually mine I had to ask to use things, I didn't belong anywhere. I stood up then went to the bathroom to get some tissue. I couldn't do all the things I knew I would be able to do if I had my mum with me. even though she got off and left me I still missed her bare, when I was little I use to cry at night cause I didn't know where I was, I always use to ask where my mum is and renee would say she's not very well atm. I cried till I got to the age of 10. I then realised my mum wasn't coming back. I then realised what she does I didn't wanna admit it to myself but I saw it. I heard them talking about it. they tried to track my granma down for time but they don't know if she's dead or alive. I was suddenly stopped by my thoughts, trey pinged me:

Trey: wuo tonight?

Me; im not sure yet wby?

Trey; theres some shout I want you to come to with me..

me: I dunno yet i'll pin you..

I knew full well they would never let me go but I could try? I woke leah up she didn't seem too pleased, I told her about the party then she started smiling. we didn't have anyone here to cover for us so we had to think of another way of getting there, I could always ask to stay at kahlea's but then they would need to do a check on her mum and dad. being in care wasn't fun you couldn't do anything you wanted to do everything in my life was fucked up. I told trey I couldn't come and he said alright a hour later his pm was with this one and there was a devil face at the end of it. I could have been that one. life was sooooo depressing.

*nextday*

I woke up and started getting ready for school, I could hear them all downstairs arguing as normal but this time it wasn't the kids arguing it was some women she had blonde curly hair and she was very slim she had shorts on with a crop top and some heels she wore a big jumper over it so it looked like she had nothing on. she honestly sounded like me. I carried on getting ready then I walked downstairs cassj, the women stared at me for time then she started crying her eyes out. it couldn't be? no it wasn't. she smiled at me then she hugged me, I didn't know what to do... leah came downstairs staring at me and this women, she walked into the kitchen then started eating breakfast. I honestly felt like a baby again, I missed all the times with her but why does she want me now? she had a lot of explaining to do.

that day I didn't go to school, I stayed in talking to my mum. she was sooo glamorous. she showed me her car outside and she showed me a picture of her boyfriend, she cried when she looked at me:

Mum: what have I done to my poor baby

me: Im fine

mum: are you being treated good here?

me; yeah leah looks after me

she smiled at me then stood up, renee looked at her but didn't say anything. she kissed my head soft she cried one last time it looked like she was going again a tear rolled down my face:

Mum: im coming back babe don't worry

Me; when?

Mum: tomorrow, I promise, im not ment to be here now that's why there rushing me. cant even spend 1hour with my own daughter.