Exordium

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Time flies so fast.
Yesterday I was an infant who know nothing.
Today I am able to understand what's the right and wrong.I am able to understand what's happening on my surroundings.

Yesterday you are at the edge of happiness;In the next day, you are at your darkest day.
Time are precious so why  are we  still playing the time? As if we have a control and know how to control the time.
And that's my greatest regret on my life...
I am arrogant about the time.  Boasting and audacity of having a control about tommorow is my greatest downfall.

Yesterday she's embracing my arms;today she's pursuing me to let her go.

I look at her without showing my real emotion but deep inside I am fighting not to fall on the ground because my nerves are shaking. Shaking with different kind of emotion that I can't even figure out. 

“I don't want to see you again.”  The pain that I felt right now are unendurable. I flinch a little because I can't even breathe properly.

“Is that what you want?”  I said.But the tone of sadness was visible. I can't read her eyes its emotionless.

She nodded her head without hesitation. I nodded my head too, showing my approval.

I stepped backward and turn my back at her.Walking slowly away from her life and I didn't even dare to looked back at where she was standing.  

I borrowed her at the first place. I must return her, where she belongs.

I know this pain will eventually fade if not, its okay. I will endure it until my last breath.
Until my time will come.

But those Borrowed Time  that I'm with her was irreplaceable and no one can replace that joy inside of my heart. 




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