just realize why i barely have friends,
i easily felt annoyed with people,
and once i found someone who i can accept their annoying,
im going to stick with them all the time,
i hate seeing them being close with others,
i will give all my attention to them,
and tend to ask them to repay it,
seeing them calling the others or bringing others when we going out together,
will only make me mad,
im obsessed with my own friends and now im afraid of losing them.
