Hormones

Addict

Eseo was sitting in her bedroom listening to music. She felt really bad for dating Yoongi behind her back but honestly, she thought Yoongi was really hot.

Eseo hears her phone start to go off. She looks at the caller ID and it was Jian. She shrugged and answered the phone. "Hey." She said trying act happy.

"You skanky bitch! How dare you do this to y/n! You know how much y/n liked him and their relationship was serious too! He took her virginity and you went and took him away from her! Your such a slut Eseo!"

Eseo was shocked. How did she know? "I have no idea what your talking about." Eseo defended herself. "Oh really? Then what's this?"

Jian went to messages and sent Eseo the screenshot. Eseo felt her phone buzz and saw the picture of her and Yoongi last night. Eseo was shocked. Had y/n seen it? Why would Yoongi post that?

Eseo didn't say anything which made Jian laugh. "I can't believe you! Do know how hard y/n was crying? I was right there with her while you where somewhere making out with her boyfriend like the hoe you are!"

Jian hung up the phone and slammed it down on her desk. Eseo slowly took the phone down from her ear.

"Oh my god."

Eseo had tears in her eyes. She knew how serious the relationship had gotten and she made him cheat on her anyway.

Eseo quickly grabbed her phone in her hands again and found y/n's contact name ' bestie'.

Eseo: y/n I am so sorry. I don't know why I did this!
Please forgive me!🥺😭

Y/n: never.

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Y/n got up for school the next day and walked to school. She got their and Yuuri immediately ran up to her and hugged her. "Oh my god y/n I'm so sorry!" Y/n just stood there not hugging back.

Yuuri pulled away. "Are you okay?"

"No" y/n said with no emotion. She looked over and saw Eseo glaring at her. She glared back and walked away.

Yoongi went up to Eseo right afterwards. "Hey" Eseo said smiling trying to act as if everything was fine. "Hi".

They all went to their classes except Jian who decided to skip class and go to the bathroom and hangout there.

On her way there she bumped into someone. "Sorry". The person said not looking at her. "Wait" Jian said when the boy tried to walk away. "Are you high or something?" Jian asked noticing his red eyes.

"No. I was just crying." The boy said still not looking at her. Jian was now curious. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"There has to be something. What's you name?"

"Jimin." Jian smiled at him to try and show support. "Ok jimin. Well I'm Jian. Let's go talk somewhere."

The both walked down the hall and found an empty room. Jian and jimin walked in there and sat on the floor across from each other. "So what's wrong? What's on your mind?" She asked him putting her hands together in her lap. "I'm fat." Jimin said shocking her a bit. Jimin was not fat. If anything he looked underweight.

"Well if it helps I'm fat too." Jian said making jimin look at her weirdly. "No your not." He said making a face. "You very skinny. Almost to skinny. I wish to be skinny like you. How much do you weigh?"

Jian hated this discussion. She always had to have it when she went to the doctors office. "81 pounds."

Jimin made a shocked face. "Wow." Jimin said clearly his mind was blown.

"I'm no where near that. I weight 114." Jian sighed. "How are you so skinny is it natural?"

"No. I havnt eaten regularly for the past few months. Maybe one meal every 4 days?" Jian answered looking down at her hands in her lap. Jimin could tell this was a touchy subject so he decided to stop and change the subject.

"Do you maybe wanna hangout sometime?" He asked. Jian looked back up to him. Her eyes started at his for a second to make sure he was serious. "Why?"

"I don't know because I don't have to many friends and I though maybe we could be friends. You know us having similar problems n all."

Jian though for a moment. "Ok" she said quietly. Jimin almost didn't hear her. Jimin smiled. His smile made her feel happy. She didn't know why though.

"Great" jimin said leaning back into his arms.

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It was now lunch time. Y/n didn't really feel like going into the cafeteria so she just decided to go sit in a classroom and maybe finish some homework so she doesn't have to do it later. She finds an empty classroom and sits down at a desk.

For about 10 minutes she was alone. Occasionally hitting her puff.

Suddenly 2 boys walk into the classroom and stop when they see her. Y/n looked up to stare at them. The boys looked at her and then spotted the puff in her hand. They both sighed and looks led at each other.

The both walk in the classroom taking vapes out of their pockets. Y/n was confused when they both sat down next to her. "Hi I'm Taehyung." One of the boys said. "I'm Namjoon." Said the other one. She just nodded and took another hit.

They where all in silence for a few minutes but then Taehyung spoke up. "So how long have you been smoking?"

Namjoon and Taehyung look at her waiting for her answer. Without looking at them she answered "4 weeks." They both nodded. "Cool."

"Maybe we can all be smoking buddies." Taehyung said smiling at both of them. "Maybe" y/n sighed out. Taehyung frowned. "Why? Do you not like us?"

"I don't know you." Y/n answered finally looking up from her homework. Taehyung shrugged. "So?"

"So I don't know if I like you guys enough to hangout with you yet."

Namjoon nodded his head understanding what she meant whereas Taehyung still didn't understand.

They sat in the classroom until lunch was over, before leaving to go back to class. Y/n walked into her next class sitting next to a girl she really didn't know.

Y/n zoned out for a bit in class and soon as she knows it class is over. The walks out the school carrying her backpack on her shoulders. Y/n started to feel sad again, remembering how Yoongi would walk her mom everyday. She wondered if he would walked Eseo home now.

Y/n made it home going straight to her room. She plopped down on the bed and laid there for a while. She grabbed her puff out of her shirt and took a hit. Y/n realized how she couldn't go a day without her puff now. "I'm an addict." She said kind of disgusted with herself. She sighed and rolled to lay on her back.

It made y/n sad to realize how addicted she really was to a piece of plastic with nicotine in it. She took another hit. She blew some of it out in O's and blew the rest out normally.

She grabbed her phone. She hadn't talked to Jin in a while or at least not for a week or two.

She called him and set her phone down putting it on speaker. "Hello?" Jin answered. "Hey what you doin?" She asked taking a hit.

Jin hated the fact that she was smoking. He could hear the puff bar when she took a hit and he cringed. "You seem very attached to the smoking device of yours" he said. Y/n laughed and took another hit. She held the smoke in and replied "yeah I just realized that not to long ago" she blew it out.

Jin sighed. "So what do you want?". Y/n was taken aback by his attitude towards her. "God! Don't be such a bitch Jin. We haven't talked to each other in weeks. Don't you want to talk to me?"

"Yeah sorry. Are you okay? I heard about the breakup and I didn't see you at lunch."

"Yeah I'm fine now. Still kinda sad but I'll get over it."

Jin nodded. "Ok well I have to go now."

Y/n scoffed and sat up. She crossed her legs. "Ok whatever." And she hung up the phone.