Idols Love At First Sight

One of those days pt 2

⚠️Talks bout mental illnesses⚠️

Niki POV
I had to leave y/n because our break was over and she/he didn't wake up so I was excited for no reason.
A few hours later, my group were picking a song to sing too, to practice our vocals and we heard a knock and Sunghoon went to get it but I didn't look up because I was too busy trying to find a song.
"Oh hey y/n, you look exhausted!" Sunghoon said and that what made me look up.
She/he literally looked like a walking ghost, she/he came over to me and put her/his head on my lap.
Her/his face was in between my legs, snuggling and hugging them.
She/he looked like she/he was completely drained with all the bags underneath her/his eyes.
I had to get up to practice our vocals I handed y/n my hoodie so she/he can be warm because all she/he is wearing is tight shorts and a baggy t-shirt.
While we were practicing, I kept looking over at y/n and she/he was snuggling up against my bag and hoodie.
When we were finished, I put y/n's head on my lap again, but she/he sat up and moved to my lap where she/he was facing me with her/his arms and legs wrapped around my waist.
She/he put her/his head in my neck just cuddling with me as I was talking to my hyungs.
We had to go because it was about 10ish so I woke y/n up and asked "hey baby, are you coming over to my place?" She/he immediately nodded so I carried her/him and she/he looked like a koala is hugging me.
We went into the van and put the seatbelt on both of us so in case of accident, she/he won't be flying.
When we got back hom, I still had y/n in my arms and I noticed something....she/he was really light like as light as a safety pin.
I put her/him in my bed and it accidentally caused her/his hoodie and t-shirt to go up and I literally saw her ribs no joke.
"Is she/he starving her/himself?"
I kept on asking myself that so I decided to go to my hyungs and hopefully they can help.

I went up to them as they were talking in the living room "hey Niki you good? You look like you just saw someone die?" Sunoo asked and it made everyone else look at me.
"Yea umm so as I was putting y/n to bed, her/his hoodie and t-shirt went up and I saw her/his ribs clearly and she/he also feels like the same weight as a safety pin" I said while sitting down.
They looked so concerned,worried and confused and finally after a few minutes of silence, we heard our bedroom door open.

Y/n POV
I just felt numb,empty and useless inside, I just wanted to be by Niki because he shows me love that I have never gotten.
He asked me if I wanted to stay with him and I immediately nodded, he is usually the clingy one so it's already sus that I'm starting to get clingy.
I woke up in a bed but I realized it was Niki's and I was in his hoodie, since I haven't been eating, it was huge on me.
It went up to my knees, but I'm still tired so I went out and saw them in the living room, almost in a circle.
"Hey y/n, are you still tired?!" Sunoo asked surprisingly, I nodded and went to get some water.
I went to their fridge and as I grabbed my water, I felt arms wrap around my now tiny waist.
"Hey baby, have you been eating?" Niki asked as he kissed my neck, shit he found out, "yea I have why you ask?" I said while turning around.
Our faces were inches apart, "because I saw your stomach babe, it's not normal to be eating 3 meals a day and see your full on ribs" he said as he raised an eyebrow.
I was shocked, how did he know, I just looked down not wanting to fight or for him to be disappointed in me because another of my phobias (yes it is a phobia).
Niki sighed and lifted my chin up with one of his fingers, "why baby?" He asked and I decided to tell him because I can't lie to Niki straight in his face.
We were making eye-contact, I started to stutter, "b-because I-I wa-want t-t-o b-be sk-skinny" and Niki looked at me like I was talking fake shit.
"But baby your beautiful the way you are, I don't know what or who made you think that but I love you for your personality.
Your sweet,kindhearted, adorable, confident, funny and much more. Yes you can be stubborn but that is just how you are baby!"

He was making eye-contact with me the whole time, a few seconds of silence go by and Niki sighed again then pulled me into his chest.
"I love you, I love you so much and seeing you starve yourself, hurts me a lot and I want you to be healthy. Please next time when you think about hurting yourself,call me, you won't be a burden and never will be,I'm here for you and I don't want you to fight alone!"
Niki was saying that while non-stop kissing my head and I felt loved for once.
"Do you understand?" Niki asked and I nodded, "good and btw you look sexy in my hoodie!" He said while winking at me and then walking out of the kitchen, This dude!