LEYNA'S POV
I am now sitting in the back seat of Libby's jeep driving back to the bus from the hospital. Andy's sitting in the passenger seat, watching my every movement through the rearview mirror. It's been two days since I tried to commit suicide. I don't know why I acted so rashly, so impulsively. I just did, but I'm better now, I believe. I won't ever try and throw everything away like that again. And, about the promise ring. I don't know yet. It's on a chain around my neck, because I haven't decided wheather I should sew my heart to his sleeve. "We're here." Libby announces sadly. The feel of remorce is in the air everywhere I go. People are going to look at me differently, like I'm weak, a freak, ungrateful, mental. I WAS. Key word, "Was". I will no loger be that way. I'm going to use this to encourage all of those people out there like me, and maybe I can come back from what I did.
I get out of the car and walk up to the bus, taking in my surroundings. Everything, and everyone seems foreign to me now. Everyone but Andy. I just want to crawl into his embrace and stay there forever, but I don't want to go against everything I stand for. Andy walks up beside me and opens the bus door for me. I flash a sad smile to him and I see some of the sparkle fill back into his eyes again. I walk up the stairs with Andy and Libby following behind. All of the guys come and hug me then give me the space they all know I need. It's 11:00 PM, and I usually stay up late, but I'm really fatigued and depressed from my situation. Everyone begins setteling into their bunks, inluding me, but no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get comfortable. I'm so used to being in his arms that this bed feels like a cell. You know what? Fuck my pride. I need Andy more than anything, and any longer without him will drive me insane.
I crawl out of the bunk I was in and walk to the last top bunk, better known as Andy and I's bunk. I climb up the ladder and look into the bunk to find Andy laying towards the wall almost in tears looking at pictures of us. Oh my god, I really didn't believe him. How could I for a seond believe that he was lying about loving me? "Baby..." I whisper lovingly. Andy turns over surprised that I am addressing him. "Hey, what are you doing up? You need to re- wait, what? Did you just call me..." He trailed off. "And... please forgive me for being so clueless. I'm sorry I didn't believe you. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't take me back, but I hope you do." I finished with a sad smile. "Baby, I love you. There was never a question that I wouldn't take you back. I was the one who fucked up. Us being together was all up to you in my mind. I never questioned it." He rushed. "Well, do you mind if we look past all of this and continue where we left off?" I pleaded. "I woudn't have it any other way. Now get in here." He beamed.
I crawled into the bunk and into his arms, sighing happily after I got situated. I missed this. I never knew how much I needed him, till I didn't have him. "Andy?" I bellowed. "Yes?" He questioned. I took the ring off of the chain and slid it on my finger. "I promise you forever." I whispered. A tear slid down Andy's face and I wiped it away whilst kissing him softly. "I love you." He spoke lovingly. "And, I love you." I answered. I layed my head on his chest and fell asleep in comfort to the soft sounds of his breathing.
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This will be the second chapter this week, and I'm sorry they're short, but I'm doing my best with what I have. I love you all, and thank you for reading. I will update soon, so keep checking up.
-Ever <3
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