sometimes i want to disappear. just shut everyone out and see who really cares. stop talking to everyone to see who want me to talk to me. just see who wants me in their life. my eyes used to be full of hope but now they're filled with pain and fear. i used to laugh a lot but now i spent most nights crying. no one knows how lonely it gets in my mind. sometimes it feels like the walls are closing in on me. like i'm drowning in quick sand. like i'm under water and try to scream. i'm buried alive and no one can hear me scream. it feels like no one can save me now. am i even worth saving? what's the point though? i'll just end up right back where i was.
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What It's Like In My Mind
Short StoryA collection of poems/stories I wrote of what it's like in my mind. It may not be for everyone, it includes mentions of suicide, swearing, and mentions of my trauma.
