Dean Winchester x reader I love you until I'm gone

the start of something good.

(y/n) pov

I was in my room finishing up my homework, it was no later than 6 pm I let out a sigh this homework was always so boring but I needed to finish it if I wanted to go out with dean we were always close, we had recently started dating it had been about 2 months so far we were both so happy at this point the only thing was that I kept this a secret from his parents and mine since I felt that they would overreact. I heard a knock on my door, yes?

Sweety dean is downstairs he said that he wanted to take you out to the movies or something like that

oh right ok tell him I will be right down I just need to change real quick

ok sweety

I changed into some black pants, my black boots, and an ac-dc shirt with my black leather jacket and some light make-up.

I went downstairs and saw dean with that leather jacket, his green eyes shining brightly.

hey mom

sweety don't stay out too late ok you have school tomorrow

yes, mom, I grabbed deans hand and led him out of the house we made it to his car

when we were about 3 miles away I scooted closer and he put his hand over my shoulder

so babe where are we really going today?

well sweetheart I found this really good place that it can just be you and I, you know the usual

ok sounds great, how about we get something to eat after hmmm.

yeah anything for you, I love you forever and back never forget that

I love you too dean never forget that I will always be with you

10 minutes later...

it was only about a five-minute drive, the other five minutes we were having a make-out session when it started to get heated we got in the back of the impala not breaking the kiss I was in pure bliss nothing could take my eyes away from deans.

that is when I heard never say goodbye by Bon Jovi

he took my shirt off, then my braw while I took off his leather jacket...

30 minutes later...

Dean and I were in the back of the impala cuddling each other our naked bodies pressed close the other thing that was on us was his leather jacket, I saw every freckle on his face I was happy at the moment I smiled and he smiled back. I looked around and I put up my bra on and grabbed my shirt and put that on as well.

Dean have you seen my panties?

oh, you mean these?

he held up my panties out of arms reach

I'm going to hold onto these sweetheart

but dean I can't just put on my jeans without underwear

come on baby I will give them to you next time ok

fine dean but we should get going my parents are going to be worried as to where I was anyways what movie should I say we went to

just say that we saw child's play anyways how about I take you out next week, huh seeing as I am on my last week of school

fine but where are we going to go?

It's a surprise ok

fine ok let's go back I love you

we got back to my house where I saw that my dad's car there meaning that he was finally back from his hunt which meant that John was back as well.

Dean walked me to my door where I opened it and saw that both John and my dad were talking when they saw us come in

hey (y/n)

hey dad, what is going on?

oh nothing just relaxing after a long day of research and a hunt

oh, ok well I am going to my room I am tired, which was a lie but then it wasn't

ok then good night

I turned to dean and hugged him good night and went upstairs

Deans pov

when we got to her house I saw that my dad's car was there and so was her dad's car, I sighed I knew that my dad was going to be mad if he found out that I left sam on his own when she said hi to her dad and she said hello to my father and when he saw me I flinched slightly I knew that I was in trouble.

I went to the impala and drove home which was very nerve-racking, I felt my hand slightly shaking I parked in the space that I always did and opened the door where I saw sam looking at me.

hey where have you been I was waiting for you after I had finished the ocean bowl

sam I am not in the mood, ok I just want to get upstairs and I want to forget seeing dad at Bobbys

wait you saw dad?

yeah why, what did you do sam

I might have called him saying that you didn't show up

Sam really, and you didn't call me

I thought you said that you were going out so I didn't want to disturb you so I did the thing that seemed logical

sam next time call me ok, you are lucky that he finished hunting I am going to bed ok don't stay up too late

I had made it to my room where I took a shower and changed and got into my bed I felt myself drift off when I heard the front door open and dad walk in.

SAM WHERE THE HELL IS YOUR BROTHER?

uh... he is..... upstairs why

NOTHING GO TO BED

but sir, it was my fault I didn't call him please don't do what you are going to do to him.

SAM THIS DOESNT INVOLVE YOU

I didn't hear him respond but I did hear him smack him I instantly got up from bed and went towards the living room, that is where I saw sam holding his face I instantly was at his side making sure he was ok when I saw our father come in, it changed when mom died and that is when he started to drink more and more and the beatings started.

I was in front of sam, making sure that he was ok

OH NOW YOU DECIDE TO COME TO CHECK ON YOUR BROTHER

dad, please listen I had some things to do for school I was doing my homework

OH LIKE I BELIEVE YOU

that is when I felt him grab my hair and drag me upstairs to my room, he locked me in there and started to hit me with the belt, punched me, kicked me and he did so much more but as long as sam was ok i didnt care i felt the blood trickle and i felt tears as well i saw the darkness and at this point i welcomed it.....