I walked out of the bathroom and Niall was freaking out.
Holy shit.
"Niall, what's wrong?" Niall looked at me like I was crazy. Maybe because I am.
"Are you really asking me that Harry? Are you really asking me that!" He said angry and I gulped.
"Well.. yeah."
"You're unbelievable Harry." He said lowering his voice but his face hardened again. "You're unbelievable! Do you think I'm going to run around and blow kisess to everyone I pass?! No Harry! You're not telling us something and it's making me insane! Yeah everyone has secrets but damn it Harry you're going crazy and we're just watching you tremble!" He breathed heavily and he was really, really angry.
"What's going on here?" Zayn came and the other boys behind him. Niall clenched his jaw and I have to be honest, he really looks scary when he's angry. Niall breathed heavily from his nose and he looked like he was about to explode.
"Niall why are you so angry?" Liam said and I swore I heard Niall growl. Niall looked straight at me with a deadly stare.
"Yeah Harry, why am I angry?" Niall said and still looked at me. I couldn't speak because I have no idea what to respond.
Comonn Harry say something, look at poor Niall. And look at the boys seeking for an answer.
"You wont let me tell them.." I said and looked down.
Say you hate them.
"No."
I'll kill you if you don't.
"Yeah. Right." I said sarcastic. But then I felt I couldn't breathe.
Tell them that you hate them or you'll lose your breath.
I looked at the boys and they looked at me shocked. Of course they're shocked you're talking to yourself and losing your breath.
"I-I hate you." I said finally and felt my breath come slowly.
"What?" The guys said confused.
I think they didn't hear you. Say it again.
"I hate you." I said and felt the tears slowly running down my face.
"Whatever is happening right now. I know it's not you Harry." Niall said. He didn't look that angry anymore. He's sad.
Make them believe you Harry.
I looked out at the window which was behind the boys. I took a deep breath.
"I'd rather die then tell them that." I said confident and wiped away my tears.
The boys looked me still with do much confusion. I don't blame them.
"Harry. Who are you talking to." Liam said desperate.
"He won't tell us." Niall said.
"You have to believe me guys I'm doing it for your own safety."
"Harry, we are suppose to know if it has something to do with our safety." Liam said trying to be calm.
Blah,blah,blah Liam. Don't listen to what he's saying.
I'm going crazy. I'm going fucking crazy.
"Help." I said straight out.
"What?" Zayn said.
"Help me." I suddenly felt dizzy.
"We can't help you if we don't know what's bothering you Harry?" I closed my eyes and enjoyed the silence for a bit.
"Wanna know what's bothering me?" I said. They nooded they're heads fastly. I opened my eyes. "I'm going fucking crazy."
