my eyes used to be full of hope but now their filled with pain and fear. i used to laugh a lot but now i spent most nights crying. no one knows how lonely it gets in my mind. sometimes it feels like the walls are closing in on me. like i'm drowning in quick sand. like i'm under water and try to scream. almost like i'm buried alive and no one can hear me scream. i'm a lonely person, but i don't like being alone. i get scared. please don't ever yell, criticize me, or try and scare me. i'm a very jumpy person, and i might never change. i don't want you to feel bad. i just don't want to continue living my life in high alert. it kills me, and then i'm not really living. i'm just surviving. it's not the same.
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What It's Like In My Mind
Krótkie OpowiadaniaA collection of poems/stories I wrote of what it's like in my mind. It may not be for everyone, it includes mentions of suicide, swearing, and mentions of my trauma.
