"It was absolutely nothing. I had no ties. No bittersweet memories. I was leaving nothing behind. Never experienced companionship, never been in love. And in that moment, all I felt was loneliness and regret."
But there's always a first time..
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I smiled to myself and shook my head feeling my face burning, I ran my fingers through my hair and closed my eyes with a feeling of vitality, still processing certain things and with alcohol running through my veins. I looked at Egssy who had a silly smile on his face, Merlin was already sleeping soundly on the couch, I slept next to Egssy since there was nowhere else to sleep but the occupied couch.
I ran quickly to the hut and upon entering, there was already a gun pointing at me, I swerved quickly across the floor when he shooted and gave the strongest kick I could in the ear of the armed man, I grabbed his wrist but failed to try to get the gun out of his hand, I was thrown against the wall and in seconds I saw the gun in front of my face again and before I could close my eyes to wait for the shot, Harry flashed forward pushing the man to the ground and picking up the gun in his hands. I was breathing heavily trying to keep my heartbeat normal again and saw Harry shoot the man's head straight to the floor, I looked at him who stared at me with a lock of hair falling over his forehead and his fast breathing leaving him with his mouth half open, oh what i wouldn't give to stick my tongue in that mouth like last week.
''Are you mad at me?'' Harry came up behind my back as I removed my necklace and put it over the bathroom sink after the mission that almost went downhill after Harry ignored several of my warnings. ''Yes.'' I said sounding mad ''I knew what I was doing.'' He smiled, playing with the seriousness of my reasons to be angry ''Should I be thanking you?" Harry looked at me in the mirror with a playfull smile, I raised an eyebrow and looked at him "You should be, I fulfilled my role as a friend and you must fulfill yours!" I said turning to leave the bathroom but I was stopped by Harry holding my wrist and pulling me close to his body "Thank you." He spoke seriously in a voice that made me shudder inside, I tried to get rid of his hand without success "Do you know why I'm angry?" he whispered, pushing me slowly into the bedroom, making me walk backwards ''Why?'' I asked looking at his lips, completely desperate for him ''Because you know very well that we're not just fucking friends...'' he spoke with his lips already glued to mine, I felt his hot breath and closed my eyes already opening my lips to be kissed, before that happened I fell on my back on the bed, I looked up at Harry who stood between my knees while standing. He took off his glasses and threw them on the table next to the bed, when his eyes returned to mine, they were black with desire, which made my body squirm on the mattress, I watched him pull his shirt out of his pants and look deep into my eyes, he opened the bottons of his shirt one by one, his face changed completely when his intentions were dirty. The moment he pulled his shirt over his shoulders and his bare chest was exposed, I smiled in response to the most delicious man in front of me "Mr. Galahad..." I smiled with a nasty look on my face "Lancelot." he replied and bent down to unzip my pants, paying attention to every response my body gave him, leaving me only in panties and bra, Harry looked at me from above before running both hands up the side of my knee to the side of my breasts, and running his fingers up on my arms causing me to lift them above my head, every bit of my body was shivering and Harry obviously noticed it, smiling against the skin of my stomach. ''What are you doing with my mind...'' he complained softly in my ear.
''Run!'' Harry said ''No, I'm going to finish.'' I said getting up and I felt everything spin, before I fell Harry held me and sighed in response ''You hit your head. Go!'' I looked at him and took a deep breath ''No!'' I answered again and wiped the blood that ran down my neck, I finished my part of the mission and left as soon as possible, straight to the HQ infirmary.
