I can't be yours

21

hey besties

Jasper.

"Oh please, just mix it in." I mumbled as I guided Venus over to the cauldron.

The door opened as our heads jerked to the entrance of potions seeing Jenna walk in. Her hair was messy, mascara was under her eyes and she dragged her bag on her shoulder. "Don't worry about her." Mumbled Venus as I whipped my head over to him in shock.

"I thought-"

"You thought that since I get out of rehab that we would be back together? No." He laughed as he diverted his attention back to the potion we were making.

I saw her sit down at a table in the back. She looked sad, and not the type where you get a bad grade but the type where you need someone.

I dusted off my hands and walked over to her table "Hey Jen," I started "Do you want to talk?" Her head shot up.

"Not really." She whispered as I nodded.

"Okay um well when you do I am always here." I smirked as she layed her head down before I went back to the table. Venus, he wasn't telling us his feelings. And I know it.

After class Jenna rushed out as Luce caught up with us. "Hey v, what do you say? Get together tonight?" She held her bag to her shoulder a I looked at her curiously.

"I can't really be around alcohol." He mumbled as she took a sharp breath as we turned a corner.

"Oh right, damn that sucks." She looked down. I could tell Venus felt bad about it. His eyes shifted to the hall in front of us.

"It's not a bad thing honestly." I shrugged as we walked into the common room and hopping onto the couch.

Lucille let out a breath "I guess." She played with her fingernails.

"That's fucking enough Luce, leave if you are going to be a fucking bitch." I scoffed as her head shot up to my view.

"I'm being a bitch? Oh jasper, what happened to respecting women." She breathed as I laughed.

"Yeah well when they are being a complete bitch to my friend- yes that's where I draw the line Lucille. So please enlighten me on how it's so bad that he's sober and you want to get knocked up." I sat back in my chair as me and Lucille stared at each other.

"Okay seriously it's fine." Venus stated as I put my finger in his direction.

"Shut up v." Lucille mumbled.

"Okay Lucille this is getting boring, I need snacks before we do this again." I scoffed sitting up as her mouth hung open. I grabbed my bag and Venus as we walked out of the common room and down to the kitchen.

We walked in silence before we made it and I threw my bag down on the marble counter. I lifted myself up onto the top as I grabbed some- cookies? I don't know I just ate some.

Venus rummaged around as it felt like he was about to say something "Thank you." He smiled before grabbing himself something and sitting up on the counter with me as our feet dangled.

"For what?" I asked turning to him.

"For sticking up for me." He smirked.

The door opened as I jumped down and pulled Venus with me hiding behind the counter. The footsteps got closer as i peaked up a bit "Jenna! What the fuck are you doing here?" I asked pulling up as she turned around looking shocked.

"Um what are you guys doing here." She mumbled.

"Getting food," I laughed walking over to her. "What's up with you?"

"N- nothing, I have to go." She rushed as the door swung open and she ran out.

"What the hell," I laughed as Venus's face was cold "You should probably talk to her." His head lifted up in surprise.

"What- no I can't." He mumbled as i shook my head laughing.

"Come on let's go." I picked up my bag and we walked out of the kitchen "Want to go to Ravenclaw? Get violet and Hunter?" I asked as He nodded turning the corner.

We walked into Ravenclaw as I ran up the stairs to violets room. I walked in and she was sitting at her desk. Her head whipped to me as I smiled. "Hey we were going to hang out."

"Okay sounds good, I will go get Hunter." She smiled and walked out going to hunters room.

I heard a scream as I ran out and violet had her eyes closed as she was closing hunters door "Yeah she's busy." She mumbled as I laughed before we ran down the stairs and sitting on the old couches.

"So what are we going to do." Venus sat back waiting for a response.

"Let's go get butterbeer." Violet smiled as we all shrugged standing up and walking out. I wrapped my arm around violet as we walked out. "Should we get Lucille?" She asked. No we definitely shouldn't.

"Um no." Venus walked past us and into the courtyard and we aparated out of Hogwarts and into hogsmeade.

"Okay let's go here." She smiled opening the door as the bell rang. A band was playing at the front as Venus sat down at a table. I quickly went to the bar.

"Can I have 3 butterbeers?" I asked as the old guy with a long beard as he nodded and picked up a bottle pouring the drink. I walked back to the table with the drinks and set them down.

"I can't believe that it's almost over." I mumbled as Venus nodded.

"I know- I wasn't even here for half of the year, or wait all of it." He laughed as I agreed.

"Um so you know what happened with mum and dad, Cassie and pansy," Violet started as we nodded turning to her "We need to talk to Cassie and pansy, we know that our parents did it but we can't be so sure what those people are hiding." She said.

"What do you think they are hiding?" Venus asked leaning on the table.

"I don't know- but I have a feeling it's not good." She said as my eyes went wide.

Whenever violet has a feeling or any shit like that, she's always right. It's just what are they hiding.

"Shit, this isn't going to ruin everything right? You know with our family's?" I asked as she looked weary.

"I don't know." Violet mumbled.