Scared of love.

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Warning ⚠️ rape

Isak came home that morning and said I could come out of our bedroom however, I wish I never came out. Isak was stood in the living room naked and hard.

"Come here, baby" I walked over to him like a timid dog.

"Now you're going to get punished for letting that boy sit next to you without asking me first" I already knew that I didn't like where this was going. I've been punished multiple times before but I normally get spanked. This was different.

"You're going to let me fuck your mouth until I come." I shook my head timidly.
"no I can't I've never done that before I-i don't know how" I should have stayed quiet. This made him really mad.

"I don't care this is your punishment and what I want. You are mine to do what I please with. I will do what I want with you. You don't get a choice" I don't want this I thought.

"I-I'm sorry."
"Now get on your knees, hands behind your back" no I don't want to. I got down in my knees, hands locked behind my back. "Mouth wide open and lips slightly over your teeth" I did what I was told.

"Good"
He shoved his penis into my mouth roughly. I wasn't ready, I gagged and tears were already in my eyes waiting to spill over. He pushed in and out in and out. I couldn't breathe.

I tried pushing him off but he wouldn't budge "Stop pushing me! Take your punishment, Slut." That's when my tears spilled over. I've never been called a slut before, it hurt.

I kept tapping and pinching his leg to tell him to stop but he wouldn't. I kept gagging. I was glad I hadn't eaten anything since lunch the day before as I would've sick.

He started to grunt more and his let's started to shake a little. "Good Slut. My Slut." He grunted. His load shot into my mouth as he pulled out. "Swallow it you know you want to"
It was horrible and sticky in my mouth. I swallowed it. "Open let me check" I opened my mouth. "Good well done."

"Now go get ready for school. You can walk today." With that he walked away and got into the shower down the hall. I had already gotten dressed before he came home so I just needed to brush my teeth and leave.

At some point I had stopped crying. I could still taste him in my mouth, my throat felt almost like it was raw.

I walked to school seeing Louis at the gate. Oh no. "Hey Harry. Are you okay you look awful. Sorry but it's the truth." I know I shouldn't but I just need someone to hold me. I walked up to Louis and and hugged him tight, I started to cry again. Wetting Louis t-shirt. "I-I'm so so-rry"

Louis wrapped his arms around after the initial shock of me jumping into his arms wore off. He whispered comforting things in my ear like it's okay don't worry about it , you've done nothing wrong and you're okay now.

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A/N I'm sorry this chapter is really bad.