My Life being with my 4 handsome brothers

Chapter 42

Kieffer POV

1 week have past already at hindi pa sya nahahanap. Some of the hired searchers are giving up already. Nalibot na daw nila ang buong bundok pero wala parin.

Dad wouldn't stop giving up and even let their salary higher. Dad really don't want to give up.. And neither do we.

" Please sir give up already. Halos lahat ng sulok nalibot nanamin. Wala talaga sya dun. " Nangungumbinsing sabi nung matanda.

" Why would I give up to my only daughter?! I lost my wife before and I don't want to lose my daughter! Don't tell me what to do you old man!" Galit na sigaw ni Dad.

" Jeez.. Dad is just wasting time and money." Bulong ni Kai.

" Kuya it's not wasting.." Kunot noong sabi ko.

" You guys are all weird. Like you're good to Kia before. Act like yourself dude. You don't have to lie to Dad. " Nakangiting sabi ni Kuya Kai.

" I'm acting like myself and you're acting like a shit. Its your fault in the first place anyway. Kung hindi ka ganun kalaro sa babae edi sana hindi pa napahamak si Kia at ako. " Kunot noong sabi ko.

" Wow! You're speaking like you're not a playboy yourself! " Galit na sigaw ni Kuya Kai.

" Hey! What's going on?! " Sigaw naman ni Dad.

" It's nothing Dad." Inis na sabi ni Kai.

" Sorry Dad. " Nakayukong sabi ko.

" Don't stress yourself Kieffer. You just got out of hospital." Pilit ngiting sabi ni Dad.

You're the one who's stress Dad..

" Yeah.. Sorry. " Sinsero kong sabi. Umalis naman muna si Dad.

" What's wrong with you Kieffer? Anong sumapi sayo at nagkaganyan ka? " Nakangising sabi ni Kuya.

" Ganito parin ako Kuya.. Ayokong may madadamay na iba lalo na kung hindi naman sila ang may kasalanan. Kia had enough suffering from us. She had to smile with pain and still forgives. She's suffering too much because of us. At nasobrahan na yon. She's not a nobody here Kuya. She's your sister. " Kunot noong sabi ko at nilayasan sya.

I really hate him.. He's so self centered. Kuya Kurt is at United States and preparing for his transfer. He badly wants to go home and help Dad.

Since Kia is missing the noise at the house is gone.. I want to see her.. Apologize to her..

Kai POV

People here are so weird! I hate listening and watching their fake self. Like they care about Kia. They only pretend to care for her since Dad is here.

Kia you're the source of this mess. You're the reason why Mom is gone. You're the reason why Dad has to work for his company. You're the reason why everything happening is bullshit!

I freaking hate you.. And even if I do I can't get rid of this concern that I felt...

" Hey." Nanlaki naman mata ko nang makitang tumabi sakin si Sam.

" You ok?" Tanong nya. Napangisi naman ako.

" Worried about me Babe?" Nakangising tanong.

" Oh fvck that bullshit Kai." Inis na sabi nya. Natawa naman ako.

" So why are you here? You're always ignorant towards me. Do you find me attractive now?" Nakangising sabi ko.

" No stupid. I experience what you experience as well." Nakatulalang sabi nya.

" Eh? You also experience loving yourself because you're too perfect? " I asked excitedly.

" Masyado kang mayabang. Hindi yun.. Yung mawalan ng nakababatang kapatid." Malungkot nyang sabi. Napatikom naman ang bibig ko.

" I always hate my brother.. Nakakainis sya at palagi nalang kautuan ang ginagawa.. He always do prank on me and my parents. I hate him.. I really do.. I wish I'm the only child. " Pilit ngiting pagkwekwento nya.

" But I realized that even if I hate him.. I do love him.. But I realized it too late.. Inatake sya sa puso at hindi na nya kinaya.. Sobra akong nagsisi kasi hindi ko pinaramdam sa kanya na mahal ko sya.. Kasi ako namang tanga hindi ko alam na kahit inis na inis na inis ako sa kanya.. Ay mahal na mahal ko sya.. I couldn't protect my baby bro.. " Lumuluha nyang sabi. Napakunot naman ang noo ko. While telling her story gave me this weird feeling.. I hate it.. I hate it because I can relate..

" Stop talking.. Hindi ako nagsisisi sa actions ko sa nakababata kong kapatid. I hate her and that's it. She's the reason why everything is a mess. I'll never forgive her.." Kunot noong sabi ko at umalis. I don't care anymore. I won't court that girl. She's annoying.

Anyway Christmas is near... Atleast that annoying piece of shit is gone and Dad is here. This might be the best Christmas I'll ever had. Sadly Kurt has to go to US.

I'll be just us.. We're going to be happy until it's not Christmas anymore. We're going to spend our life together!

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