calum hood suicide

why calum...

Imagine: your boyfriend calum has been trying to commit suicide for about 2-3 months and every attempt would leave him ending up in the hospital you were happy that he is still with you but he wishes he was gone you would say babe why do you wanna die I need you your family needs you your friends and your fans.. What will they do when your gone.. What would I do...
calum said you guys would be fine and you would all forget about me in a couple days..
Calum always remember that you have made a big impact on many people's life's and you have save some to I just don't know why you want to risk yours.. Calum said I wanna risk mine because...
Then y/n said shit I got to go to work I love you calum said I love you too as you walked out the door.
About a hour later calum glanced at his wrists and said wow there so bare so he started to cut them until they were gushing blood all over the sink the bathroom looked like a murder scene
Calum started to say the second time didn't work but they always say third times a charm so he got a chair and stood on it and he put his head through the rope and kicked the chair away he was happy for once as he took his last breath
Around 5:00 pm you got home from work and you were once again nervous because every other time you came home from work he has tried to kill himself you rushed up stairs and opened the bedroom door and just saw calum hanging there you dropped to the ground crying and reached for the closes Phone near you and called 911 they rushed calum to the hospital once again and the doctor wouldn't let you in the room with them so you would have to wait in the waiting room.. You sat there nervous for 2 hours then you saw the doctor come out and your heart was beating really fast he looked at you in the eyes with a very sad face and he said y/n sorry for your loss we tried everything we could do but trust me calums in a better place and he will be missed by many
You couldn't believe that your soul mate your bestfriend is gone and there wasn't anything you could do about it later on you turned on the news and it said today has been tragic 5 seconds of summers bassist calum hood has passed away from suicide.