I Love Someone Who Doesn't Know I Exist

I love him , but there's no way I'll meet him. At least not in this life I won't. If you're wondering, I live all the way in a small town in America. This little town is Delta, Delta, Colorado. I lived in a small trailer with my mother, my older sister by a week Brandee, and my younger brother Alexander, Alex for short. You might ask why my dad doesn't live with us, well he left my is when I was only five years old, and all I know is that he has a different family.

"Rose, hun dinners ready." My mom called.

"I'll be right down mom!"I called back.

I glanced at myself in the mirror "No chances." I thought. I walked out of the room I shared with Brandee and Alex, and headed straight to where the food was located. I was starving! After eating I quickly washed my plate and ran to our room scanning my side of the room. I grabbed the CD my friend Summer had given to me for my early 18th birthday. I placed the CD in the small stereo and let it play. "Now I'm climbing the walls but you don't notice at all that I'm going out of my mind all day and all night" I sang along to the song before getting interrupted.

"Eww! Take those gay guys off!" Alex complained jokingly.

I just rolled my eyes and chucked a pillow at his face. He just grinned and began singing along. Yes my sixteen year old brother was both a boy belieber and directioner, and I love him to death. If anyone bullied him for that, they'd be facing me. After a few minutes I dozed off into a pretty deep sleep. They're voices were like a lullaby to my ears.

I woke up to a very soothing voice, "Wake up love, it's time to get up." I looked up into his beautiful ocean-blue eyes and just plopped my face into the pillow and groaned. That's when my eyes widened; that was, no it can't be but I saw him. I turned my head and saw him there smiling, revealing his braces, his eyes sparkled while looking into mine. My mouth just simply formed an "O" and stared into his eyes. "this can't be true ! He's cannot be here, sitting on my bed in front of me.."

"Love? You okay?" He asked in his thick Irish accent.

"Y-y-you're actually h-here, in m-m-my room!" I exclaimed stuttering a few times.

He laughed, "Of course, why wouldn't I be here with my beautiful girlfriend?" He smiled a confused.

"Say What!?" I yelled at the top of my lungs. "What the hell! This is a dream, this is a fucken dream!"

"What are you talking about hun?" He was completely confused now. "We're dating this is now dream. With that he began leaning in; our lips about to meet.

I woke up, and sat up with a huge grin on my face. Such a marvelous dream I had to wake up at that moment didn't I? Well I was pretty thirsty so I went to get some water. Surprisingly my mom was still up, why is she still up. I checked the clock, it read 6:45am.

"What!" I whispered/yelled.

"What?" my mom raised an eyebrow.

"How is it 6:45am if I barely went to sleep at 4:15pm?"

"Well you were in a pretty deep sleep hunny."

I just nodded and got my water. I went over and checked the phone that I sadly shared with my sister. Ugh. I had a message from Summer saying if I wanted to hang out today at the mall. See the thing is that my best friend's dad owns a car agency, her mom is a model, so she's technically rich. A lot of people say rich people are stuck up and bitches, but not her. She's complete opposite. So I asked my mom and she of course let me.

She always trusts me with Summer .

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Hey ! Just a little note, well this is my first fan fiction and well I hope you guys like it so far (: well leave comments of what you think! I'll update soon.