The Shadows That Haunts Me

In Wish I Was There

I woke up sweating and out of breath. Not again I hate these dreams about this Very Very Very gorgeous vampire who saves me from myself and so happens to love coffee! Also did i mention he was hot!! Also he claims me to be his mate and were supposed to be married. The epitome of Weird.

     I look around the room to double check. Yep my sky blue room with painting and picture statements and quotes that match my theme, of trying to be happy but clearly that failed to exist. I pull back my black white and blue blankets and head for the shower.

   Today I feel like I'm not going to be disappointed,thats Rare. Usually I can tell when my days is going to suck and be the worst which usually is, but do I show it? You guessed it absolutely not if I did I assure you I would be in a psychiatric ward in a straight jacket.

       I jump out of the shower and pick out my white knit top shirt,black skinny jeans,and my white vans. Yep just about right, I don't feel like jumping back into a pair of pajamas.

     I smell coffee as soon as i open my room door,i automatically run no scratch that sprint down to the kitchen, to find Eden and a very similar man sitting at the island talking,but i guess they sense my heavy feet and uneven breathing and there attention is on me.

    Oh my Lord its him! The man from my dreams, the very dreamy,hot, wonderful man from my dreams! Instantly I feel connected like my dreams to him. I am so idiotic sometimes because I should not be longing for a stranger. Stranger!!

   

     "Hi, Eden and...." I said trailing off giving him the hint for his name,hope he's not dumb and doesn't catch it. Trust me there's a lot of guys I attempted to befriend and honestly they did not get that simple hint. Stupid huh? Very.

   "Matthew. Matthew Goulding"  He said with the most deepest and huskiest voice ever not to notice that British accent. His morning voice must be like Heaven to listen to.     Matthew Goulding!!!!! Boyy thats him I want Eden to disappear and I'll talk to her later I just want to interrogate him,for at least 3 seconds to make sure he isn't intruding my dreams to shoe images for him and only him. Whick I don't mind even though he is  complete stranger.

     "Not as in Ellie Goulding the singer, I get that one a lot." He said with a slight chuckle, I would kill to have him to laugh. Why do I fell like putty? I just got his name. Mone'e stay focuse dont let him win your heart, shield it and guard it. I'm right no one will get to me that easy what do I look like a joke.

     "Nice to meet you Matthew,and Eden can I see you for a sec?" I said kind of shaky and confident as possible.

     "Why Moe it would be rather rude to leave your guess here sitting by himself. Don't you think?" She said adding a small wink towards me. I guess she wants to give me the hint he's for me. I want to thank her and owe her my existence for being in his presence. I can't,what the heck I'll do it.

      "I need to talk abouttt.....the ....job...interview.. You um have...with Starbucks?...yeah Starbucks" I stuttered I mentally slapped myself for being so dumb around him. I have no idea why I act like this but I feel happy.

     "Ohh okay" she said getting up from the stool.

    "Can you hang on just a sec I need to talk to her really quick." Eden said holding a finger up at him.

"No problem take your time. Can I use your bathroom really quick?" Matthew said with a smile to kill for. God kill me now I think I'm going to die right here on this hardwood floor.

    "Of course, take a left at the second door and your there and don't go in my medicine cabinet!" Eden yelled, she has slight bioplolar disorder, don't tell her that she might cut you in half literally her ex boyfriend told her that and let's just say he won't be using one of his hands for a while.