what is love? what's it supposed to feel like? i don't know. i might never. you'll get tired of me pretty fast. i'll just sit here and watch you fall out of love with me. it's the story of my life. i'll watch you grow distant, while i blame myself. you'll leave me, and i'll question why i wasn't enough. i love you, but it doesn't matter. i'll be here, while you fall for someone else. here's the funny thing. you're falling for someone and i'm falling apart. funny how that works. they'll be prettier than me. and smarter. she'll be better than me in every way. go ahead and love someone else. i know i'm not a very good person to be with. the sooner you tell me and leave, the quicker i can get over you. hopefully. i've been hurt by guys so much i can't trust any of them. i can't believe it when they say they love me. all i think to respond is "that's a mistake." and it is though. have fun loving someone else. it'll happen. i know it will. it always does. that or i get used. i'm so much more than my body. i'm so much more than a pretty face. i don't know why people can't see that.
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What It's Like In My Mind
Short StoryA collection of poems/stories I wrote of what it's like in my mind. It may not be for everyone, it includes mentions of suicide, swearing, and mentions of my trauma.
