Being Mrs. Bieber {Sequel To OJT} {In Process of Being Edited}

Chapter 4

- Justin -

{First Justin POV of this story! Yay! But it may not be so happy...well at first...oh I'll let you read now!}

{Oh also warning: a little harsh language in this chapter}

"I can't do this anymore," Katy said.

"What do you mean?" I asked, sort of panicking inside.

"People want to kill me. They always have, and they always will. The news report thought I was fucking cheating on you! I can't do this! I can't deal with this life anymore, Justin!" she shouted, about to cry.

"What are you going to do? Divorce me? Katy, that's not really an option. You've signed up for this life and I know it sucks sometimes but we'll get through it!" I replied, trying to stay positive with her.

"I want to be safe, Justin. I want to know that this baby and me are safe. I want people that don't even know our story to stop hating on me. You know those depressions I've been in over hate. I know I won't be able to take it again," she slowly said.

"Again I ask, what are you going to do then?" I asked.

"I... I think I... should move b-back to New York for a little while..." she shakily said, tears falling.

My whole world seemed to stop for a second.  She can't.  She. can. not.  "You can't!" I yelled.  "You're overreacting. Katy, please!"

"I'm overreacting? God Justin, do you remember that one time when that damn girl tried to KILL me!?" she screamed, getting mad.

"Do you think it will be any easier back in New York?! Honestly!? Do you know what rumors will come up then?! People are gonna think we got divorced, and then people will hate on you EVEN MORE because they will think that you broke my heart! Which you will, if you go back!" I shouted, too.

"I just can't deal with this anymore! You don't know how fucking hard it is, being the most hated girl in the world!" she yelled and she stood up.  She started to open the door but I stood up and stopped her.

"Justin, let me go," she sternly said.

"I'm not letting you leave me!" I shouted, almost crying myself.

"I have to! I can't stay here! It will kill me, literally!" she shouted back.

"It will kill me if you leave me! You are my fucking life, you can't just walk out on me!" I yelled.

"Well what do you suppose I do, Justin!?" she yelled back.

"Stay here and freaking love me while I protect you! I'll do anything for you! I'd freaking die for you!" I screamed as I pulled her close to me and angrily crashed my lips against hers.  To my surprise, she didn't fight it.  "Just... fucking... love me..." I whispered between kisses.

She pulled away, breathing hard.  "Fine, Justin Drew Bieber. I will fucking love you," she whispered.

I smiled softly.  "Promise me you won't ever leave me. I would die if you would," I said.

"I won't. I promise. I was talking crazy before, and letting my emotions get ahead..." she replied.

"I'll protect you from anything," I said, and I pulled her close to me again.  "Nothing will hurt you."

"I love you so much," she said, and it was hard to hear because her face was buried in my chest.  But I don't mind.  I just pulled her in tighter.

"Justin!" someone suddenly called.

I sighed as I hesitantly pulled away from Katy.  "They probably want me back. I'm sorry, babe," I said to her.

"It's okay. I was planning to stay to watch you rehearse for a little while," she replied with a smile on her beautiful face.