Secrets || Jaeyong FF

1

Jaehyun's POV

I nodded as our teacher said us to complete our homework or we won't be allowed to get into the classes tomorrow onwards. I let out a frustrated sigh and look at my friend, Doyoung who kept on writing something.

He's a genius, he might have completed his homework already.
Oh how much I wish that the school's should abandon the stress education system. Doing homework breaks me down alot.

The bell rung indicating that it's our lunch time. We all stood up to thank our teacher and sat down.
The Chaos begun in our class, ofcourse it's lunch time so how could it be silent in our chaotic class?

I heard someone calling out my name. I looked up to see Johnny and my other friends coming towards me, enthusiastically.

"Dude I swear I hate schools alot" we all laughed at Johnny's statement. Of course who loves school? We all come to meet out friends that's it.

"By the way, Taeyong hyung is absent since 7 days. I wonder what had happened to him. I've called him many times, but his phone is switched off. I went to his home only to know that the house is locked" I furrowed my brows in confusion. Taeyong is very dear to me. Since 7 days he hadn't been attending classes nor answering our calls or messages.

I let out a frustrated sigh and looked at Johnny, who was looking back at me with concern filled in his eyes.

"I'm worried about him, alot" Doyoung joined, slinging his arm around Taeil who sadly smiled.

"I feel like our group is falling apart. Without him, it feels so awkward and calm and too wild. Like he's the mother of our group afterall. Just imagine a house without a mother. I can't absorb this silence." We all were shook at Haechan's words. He's known to be the chaotic and wildest of our group. But when he's emotional, he just becomes very expressive and gloomy. It hurts us when our wild baby is sad too.

I open my arms to hug Haechan, who sobbed quietly while throwing himself on to me. Everyone joined us to hug. We all enjoyed our group hugs. If Taeyong would be here, we'd be complete.

"Guys, let's find out about our Mommy Taeyong today okay? Don't be all gloomy, he wouldn't like it when we are sad and shit. We want him to be happy right?" Mark tried to sound a bit happier in a joking way. We all laughed and nodded at his words.

Time Skip

I hummed a sweet melody, it's Taeyong's favourite song. I smiled softly when his image propped inside my head. His soft milky skin, his doe doll eyes which is big and expressive, his pretty scar near his eye, his cute little nose, his plumpy yet small lips, his beautiful and attractive little small face. Everything about him is just too attractive.

"Dude, don't cry. I know it's been all gloomy since he haven't attended classes. But why to be sad? He might have gone to his grandma's?" I shook my head softly, disagreeing with Johnny's sentence.

I looked up to him with tears brimmed in my eyes. He looked shocked, then he smiled sympathetically.

"Do you think he would just ignore our calls and messages like this? You know Johnny he wouldn't be silent. He doesn't like to be silent and uninformative with us. He'd literally inform each and every thing to us John. He's not that type of guy who'd ignore our calls and be silent for these many days. He'd call us every single time and ask about us"
I hugged Johnny when I saw him snifling. He normally doesn't cry alot. But when I just expressed my inner thoughts, he broke down completely in my arms.

"I fucking know Jaehyun, I know everything. I just wanted to be positive you know? He means alot to me. He's fragile and I have to protect him from everything. He's afterall, our small little kitten" He lets out a laugh and wipes his tears, while removing himself from my grasp.

I chuckled sadly and stared at Johnny who looked up towards the sky.

I really admire him. He's too strong. He's been always like this for us, protective. He doesn't share his inner thoughts with anyone because he doesn't like to express to others. He wants us to see him as a strong guy.

"Let's go to his house and ask his neighbours about him" I looked into his eyes, which held nothing but Determination.

Determination to find our bubu, the mother of our group and our kitten.

I showed him my dimpled smile and he poked it, making me smile and giggle.